Clay and Hannah// 13 reasons why

Dollar Valentine

HI GUYS!!! Sorry didn't update and I just wanted to clarify, because I forgot if I mentioned this in my first part. BUT this is a one shot book aha

Hannah's POV

I was filling out my dollar valentine, when I realized my answers basically were describing a certain someone... Clay, Helmet, and my one time nickname – astronomy boy. I didn't understand why all my answers describe Clay, and I couldn't get him out of my mind. I smiled to myself, and I still questioned why, and honestly – I was kind of hoping Clay would be on my list. I mean he sure is better than any other guy I had to deal with so far in this horrible place

--TIME CHANGE--

I got Bryce (ew) fucking walker on my list. HOW?! I was not interested in him at all, and if my answers lead to him... then obviously I don't want the best for myself. But besides that, Marcus called me and asked me if I wanted to go out, and I decided to give him a chance. I mean he sounded really nice, and it sure is better than anyone on my list. I was still thinking about it though

-- TIME CHANGE --

CLAYS POV

Dollar valentine... personally I think it's stupid, but it is probably the only thing that can actually get me a date. Well Sheri and Courtney asked me, and I told them ill think about it, and in other words I meant NO. I didn't want to hurt their feelings, but I just don't like them like that

Who I like... doesn't like me back and never will

Jeff helped me fill out my list and sent it in and I got all these random girls, I wasn't happy that my answers didn't describe what I was looking for – it described what every hormonal teenager wants to hear, well almost everybody.

So I filled out another dollar valentine and told them that my last one just wasn't right and they accepted and printed me a new list, and 4 and below the list were girls names I didn't recognize at all! But the number one girl was someone I was not expecting, and I was overly excited

Hannah Baker

Hannah was on my list! The girl I like was on my list and I was happy, because she matched up with my true dorky self!

Of course I was never ever going to ask her

And PEOPLE LISTEN, NEVER TELL JEFF ANYTHING. BECAUSE NOW HE WANTS ME TO ASK HER AND THAT IS JUST NOT HAPPENING

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I am heading to the crest (Where Hannah and clay work at, I forgot how to spell the other word, so let's just say this is it OKAY)

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"So did you do that dollar valentine thing?" Hannah asked me

I didn't know what to tell her, because I'm pretty sure if I tell her the truth and answered 'yes', she'd want to know who was on was on my list and embarrassment would be EXTREME.

So I said I didn't do it

She explained to me how she got Bryce and is planning to go out with Marcus, and I felt my stomach twist. Hannah likes good looking guys, the jocks, or I don't know... anyone but me. I would've ruined our friendship by asking her, because the rejection would have made things super awkward

"YO JENSON" I hear and it's Jeff – of course we do our handshake and after shortly explaining the movie he and his date were going to go see... he said one thing, that put me in a fucked up situation

"So, how did that dollar valentine work out for you" He asked me – and I know, I know, he didn't know I told Hannah a lie

I could feel her eyes of confusion on me

"I thought you said you didn't do it" She asked me

Jeff looked at me stunned and I gave him that look

"But I thought- you said you were - never mind, I'll see you later" He stuttered as he walked away

Silence held for about 7 seconds, when she asked me

"Well which is it"

"Jeff filled mine out, and it wasn't me, and I did another one and I don't know – I'm just going with Skye and Jeff" I say not making eye contact with her

"Okay? But who was on your list helmet, I'm curious on who matched with Clay Jenson" She smiled at me

What do I say?! I couldn't tell her the truth, but I couldn't get caught in another lie

"Um, it's not important" I say and I quickly just added on – attempting to change the subject "Courtney and Sheri asked me, but I don't really like them like that" I said

"At least girls like you, even when you're a nerd" She said proudly – she's a sassy one

"But seriously Clay – who was on your list, I won't judge"

Should I just tell her?

Probably

"I got you, don't ask me how, but I did" I say avoiding eye contact

I was ready for her to start laughing at me, or reject me so hard – but what happened next was unexpected

I felt her finger under my chin – she lifted my head up to meet her eyes, and she was smiling brightly at me

She leaned in and pecked me on the lips and I didn't get a chance to kiss back, because I was in utter shock

SHE ACTUALLY KISSED ME

DID SHE LIKE ME BACK?

WHY ELSE WOULD SHE KISS ME?

I finally take a breath and smile widely

(SORRY I KNOW THIS SUCKS SO BAD. BUT HEY, THATS OKAY. I started a 13 reasons why account, and the username is @ madamhelmet THATS IRRELEVENT BYE)