Clay and Hannah// 13 reasons why

Justice

Hannah's POV

So today is the day where Bryce goes to jail... Jessica and I were asked to go to the court session and speak about what happened to us.

I've cried over this day for weeks, I never wanted to talk about it, I just wish it never happened. Because now that I think about it again, and am going to have to talk about it openly - I can just feel the pain flooding back to me. The violation. Everything wrong!

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Jessica is speaking up and it's my turn. Next.

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"Please begin"

"Well, um" I choked

"I went to his party, and I was in the hot tub with some people and they soon all started to vanish and go inside, and at that time - I was just enjoying my time alone, enjoying my time of my muscles being relaxed and the time where I could take deep breathes... that's what Bryce came into the hot tub and I immediately felt uncomfortable, but no, I didn't leave instantly. I started to get the idea to get the hell out of there when he kept coming closer to me... so when I tried to get out, he stopped me, and - and - um, that's when he forced himself on me and turned my back towards him... after that moment I felt like my soul was just ripped out of my me, that he finally crossed the line and there was no point to live anymore - it broke me. But no one knew. No one would listen or understand and I couldn't speak up, because Bryce would have gotten away with it. Because he's some big dude that everyone knows and Im just the school whore even though I didn't do anything" I finally stop and can't get anymore words out and I just start crying

I feel relieved that he's gonna get what he deserves. I feel relieved that I finally let it out and the frustration is gone. I'm relieved to know that maybe I won't have to carry this around with me everyday and feel like an idiot for walking into that party in the first place

I'm just relieved that Jessica and I are getting justice