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I was the quiet one who stuck out . I never really just bothered anyone since I didn't have friends . Daddy always told me , "Never let anyone outshine you . They do it good , you do it better because at the end of the day , you will make them believe your perfect ." It never really made since to me then but now , its like he saw my future . I made a choice to stay to myself and thats what I did .

I remember like it was yesterday , my junior year , still a nobody , but the talk of the town . Marquees Arps , the most popular senior at Elmer High aproached me after school as I waited on my father to pick me up . He asked me if I wanted to 'hook up' and surprisingly , my dumb ass agrees .

.... It was May15th and that was also three months since we had been together . He told to meet him at his graduation party since his parents were gone and it would be live . I remember stepping inside as everyone took time to stop and make comments . I had a long sleeve half top with high waisted jeans and my hair braided , well at least it was when I arrived. . .

He eventually asked me to dance . Queez is sloppy drunk and was grinding all over my ass . At first I hated it but I just let him go at it till one of his boys pulled him to the side . After that , I remember going to get a drink until some girls started laughing at me .

"What a shame , all that beauty going to waste ."

"Virginity rules ."

"Its not she gets a choice Mia , she wont rule shit . Beautiful bitch ."

I just walked off hoping it would all drift away but it stuck like glue . 'Beautiful bitch' .

Marqueez seemed sobered up a bit as he escorted me to his garage .The whole way there , he kissed me telling me I really ment something to him .

It was dark and scary because at first I felt his hands wrap around my waist till I felt several . I told him to stop till all of a sudden , my shirt was literally ripped off . The light came on exposing three of Marqueez teammates fighting over my half naked body while he stood in the back watching like a hawk . I remember screaming for him to make them stop as one held my arms , the other held my legs and the other went to work but he just shook his head no .

I layed there as the crowded around me taking pictures and recording after they did everything under the sun to me . I cried and cried but once I figured that wasnt helping , I just layed there and took it .

From that day foward , I vowed to never let anyone treat me like I was shit . I would be the Queen B , everyone would bow down to my feet , idolize me , because I deserved respect and dammit , I was gonna get it but with a different approach ; my looks . I am a beautiful bitch , remember .

Present Day ;

I sat in my Creative Writing class as the professor went on and on about Shakespeare . I typed every word he was saying really focusing till I heard a loud gasp behind me .

"Oh my god , is it really her ?" , I heard a girl ask .

"Yes ! Thats Nicki Minaj !!" , she squealed as the bell rang .

I gathered all my things just stuffing them in my backpack as I turned giving the girls a quick wink while they spazzed then walking towards the door . There he was . God he looked good today . Not like he didnt everyday but something about him today was on point .

"Hey baby ."

"Wassup ?"

We hugged as he slightly picked me up off the ground kissing my lips softly then putting me back down .

"Rough night ?" , he asked refering to my attire which consisted of my college hoodie , matching sweatpants and KD's .

I giggled taking his hand nodding .

"You know it daddy ." , I say adding a wink .

See , Chance , my boyfriend of two years was the shit ! He was also a little dopeboy who feened to be smart . Although he was baby Einstein , he chose not to do the right things but I quit lecturing him a long time ago since he never listened . He was 6'5 , had the body of a goddess , lightskin , and the pure definition of stuck up . It fit him though , he really didnt just fuck with alot of people .

We snuck into his dorm as I placed my things in the corner joining him as he layed down .

"How was your day ?" , he asked running his fingers through my hair as I layed on his chest .

"It was alright , Political Science is kicking my ass though ."

He chuckled . "I gotcha covered if you help me with this Geoscience , test it next Monday ."

We shook on it sharing a laugh as I climbed on top of him .

"Shakin' , my , damn , head ! It dont make no since how fine yo ass is ." , he said biting his lip . It made me laugh a little as I blushed . His so called compliments ment the world to me .

As we played around , there was a heavy knock on the door saying it was the police . We rushed as I placed my shoes back on fixing myself till Chance kissed me placing a ton of weed in my shirt while smiling .

"She lemme hide my weed in ha titties ." , he sang as I laughed grabbing my bag . I opened the doors acting normal as he kissed me goodbye . I walked right past them till I felt the urge to laugh at they dumb asses for missing that strong ass smell .

I know right ? I almost just lost my whole education ! Your probably thinking , oh thats nothing but true love ... Its not . You couldnt pay me to tell Chance I loved him because I didn't . We all know the life of the average drug dealer . Hoes and money were the only things that occupied there minds . Call me what you want be I know Im not Chances one and only . I loved the attention and his touch so I stayed around . I couldnt leave him even if I tried , someone wouldnt make it out alive and we all know it would most likely be me . I wasnt complaining though , he know how to make me feel like the queen I know I am .

Wooooooopppp , new storyyy . okay , Im not really a big fan of writing sequels so I do apologize . Anywho , its the first freakin chapter so you HAAAAVEEE to comment , even if you dont want to , just do it . It means alot . Really people . . . . A damn smiley face goes a long way , hell , 'good or bad' will even work . Just make me twerk on ya face ! :((