Tumblr Girl

12

I woke up to a loud ass beeping noise and pain in my stomach . I groaned trying to roll over .

"Goodmorning ." , I heard a familiar voice whisper .

When I rolled over , sure enough , it was my mother and father .

"What are they doing here Safaree ?" , I spat while mean mugging them .

"Nic , just hear them out ." , he said walking over to me .

"I see your still that manish little girl you were before you left ." , my mom said shaking her head .

I gave a sarcastic laugh . "You don't know shit about me ."

"Onika ! Watch jow you talk to your mother ." , my dad shouted .

"You back off old man . . . Get out of here . I dont want nothing to do with you two ."

With that , they left .

Safaree took a seat just starring at me . "Whats up with that ?"

"They don't give a damn about nobody but themselves ! When I got raped and ended up pregnant , they told me good luck along with $500 . I've been on my own since I was in high school . All there attention went to my little brother . . . They never loved me ."

He walked over to me carressing my cheek . "...Cry. " , he simply stated .

I gave him a confused look . "Wha-"

"Just , cry Nic ."

With that , I turned my head closing my eyes as my lips trembled . I started boo hooing . Its like he knew my very move sometimes .

"Thats all you've wanted to do . Your feel like your less of a strong person if you cry ." , he said making me cry harder .

He was telling nothing but the truth , I dont cry at all . I feel like when I do , Im weak , easy .

He kissed my lips softly . "I wont leave you."

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As the doctor came in and explained to me I had a fractured rib and a few stiches , I was free to go . Safaree ran and got me some clothes . As I walked into the bathroom , I looked in the mirror and all you seen was ugh .

"I look so fuckin' ugly !!" , I shouted in frustation .

He came in laughing which actually hurt my feelings a little . "You pretty girls , yall make life hard . Nicki , you are fine shut up that whining and thank god you cute . coulda been ugly." , he said kissing my cheek and slapping my booty before leaving the bathroom . I mugged myself in the mirror .

As we drove back to the campus , I headed straight for my dorm as Safaree went somewere . I took a seat on my bed just starring into space till it all replayed in my head . I know it was Jadany and her crew . I swear , Chance gone get his . Just watch . I walked over to mirror and looked at my reflection . I grabbed my camera and did what I was actually good at . . . being pretty .

Fuck you and ya bum crew . . . Im still a bad bitch . lol

I laughed at my caption and laid back in my bed just letting my mind race . New beginnings coming soon . . .

Graduation ;

"Onika Maraj ."

As I got up out of my seat , they clapped and cheered me on making me feel so special . As I made it to the podium , I looked around at the crowd .

"NIGGA WE MADE !!" , I shouted in my Drake voice making them scream so loud . The principal came and escorted me down telling me to go on . I laughed my ass off not caring . I didnt have anyone here but Safaree as he graduated top of our class in rank number 29 out of a couple thousand people . Im proud of mu baby .

Graduation was over . I took a couple of pictures with my fans until Safaree came up to me with flowers and a cute teddy bear .

"Awww , thank you FareePoo !"

We hugged and kissed . We've been together for over two years now and doing great . His fam came over and stole him from me as I went ahead and made my way yo my dorm to pack .

"Nika !!", I heard him shout as I turned around .

"Once you finish packing , meet me at my dorm ."

"Okay ."

We kissed one last time as I headed on over .

I did as he told me to and made it to his place tired as hell . When he opened the door , I seen all his things packed up amd ready to go .

"You ready ?"

I nodded as we walked over to his car . Yep ! Me and bae is moving in !! Although I plan on going back to school next year , we desided why not ?!

We made it to the house as he picked me up and carried me inside .

"I love you Fareee !" , I squeal as he smiled .

"I know ."

I kissed his cheek and started to tour the house for the hundreth time !!!

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We sat in a booth by the window eating as we discussed our future .

"You know I want till Safaree Jr.'s right ?" , he asked winking .

I giggled . "I'll see what I c-"

I was inturupted but a loud ass gun shot . When we looked out the window , I saw no other than Chance McGee himself getting arrested . Now that I think about it , he wasn't at graduation ! As he fussed and fought , he turned his head seeing me . Our eyes locked as I shook my head at him . He began to scream my name as I turned back to Safaree smiling . Now looking back , it was no ones fault but mine I let him run me over , I let him ! Oh well , I've learned alot which has made me a bigger person . Im moving on with my life .

Present Day ;

After graduation , Safaree desided to open persue in his passion for bikes . He has his own shop along with a dealership in over eight states .

Nicki , went back to school like she planned to become a Pediatricain . She currently is modeling and also still a Tumblr Girl .

The happy couple got married three months after college and are currently expecting there first child soon !

As for Chance , he is serving a life sentence due for man slaughter ,some old drug charges , and domestic violence . He sits there everyday repeating Nic's exact words . "It will catch up with you sooner or later CJ ..." And it did . He wishes he would have did her right . She really was the best thing to happen to him .

Jadany moved to California to live with her mom after CJ got locked up . Her son Keshawn was killed when a group of men came in looking for CJ since he owed money and stole from some drug lord in Atlanta . She snitched on him and is currently going through depression .

The End ;