I glance over at my alarm and I technically still have a half an hour until I needed to get up but after that dream I don't think I'll be able to get back to sleep. I run a hand through my hair, what in the world is wrong with me??
What was that?
And Hunter of all people...
But it all felt so real....
I could feel the wind on my face as he pushed me on the swing.
The touch of his hand.
The taste of his lips, like cotton candy sweet but slightly spicy.
Oh god....
Why am I still thinking about this?!
Stop it!
For all that is good in the world just stop it!!
I will myself out of bed, turning off my alarm clock. I turn on all of the lights in my room, maybe that will help to chase away my dream...
Before I head into the bathroom I turn my radio on low just to help drown out my thoughts.
I'll keep you my dirty little secret (Dirty little secret) Don't tell anyone, or you'll be just another regret (Just another regret, hope that you can keep it) My dirty little secret
Dirty little secret Dirty little secret
Who has to know? Who has to know?
Nope!
My hand reaches out to flick the radio back off immediately. Definitely not using music this early.
Instead I head straight to the bathroom, turning the water up as hot as I can stomach. Numbing my senses with the temperature and my coconut shampoo and body wash. Trying to get in the right mind set for the day, knowing I'll get to see Sebastian later.
As a sneaky little voice whispers in my head you may see Hunter too...
God, I feel like my own worst enemy right now. Perhaps if I take time getting ready things will be better. I pack up my toiletries and head back into my room to place them inside of my overnight bag by the door where I left it before bed. Taking extra care with my hair, I blow dry it and make sure every curl and wave is in place.
Once I am content with that I move to my closet to pick out a perfect outfit. I settle on this dress, red because it is Sebastian's favorite color.
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For now I'll wear my black blazer with it, just so that I'm not dressed to scantily for school. I check my reflection in the mirror and I honestly like what I see. Cute, flirty and young. I give myself a smile as I gather up my school bags and phone, noticing a message on the screen already.
