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wangmeupinside:
jaejae where are you

gaybum:
this is youngjae
he's at my place

wangmeupinside:
?

gaybum:
he had a panic attack
i wanted to be able to keep an eye on him

wangmeupinside:
well thanks youngjae

gaybum:
it's not a problem

wangmeupinside:
you know
jaebum should really put a lock on his phone
you're the third person who has used it
one of them being me

gaybum:
that's true
but as grim as it sounds
i think he knows it's safer this way

wangmeupinside:
i hate that i agree

gaybum:
at least we know he hasn't totally lost hope
he's acknowledging that there are people who care about him by allowing us to use his phone for when he does something

wangmeupinside:
i suppose
but even so
his problems haven't gotten this bad since high school
it's like he knows something bad is going to happen

gaybum:
...
jackson?

wangmeupinside:
youngjae or jaebum?

gaybum:
still youngjae

wangmeupinside:
okay
what's wrong?

gaybum:
jaebum is fine btw
just
i know jaebum told you because he tells you everything
but he loves me right
he told me he's in love with me

wangmeupinside:

he confessed?

gaybum:
yeah

wangmeupinside:
oh

gaybum:
don't worry
i didn't reject him
quite honestly i like him
maybe not as much as he likes me

wangmeupinside:
where is this going

gaybum:
i don't think he trusts me
i don't think he believes that i'm being genuine
and i need help proving it to him

wangmeupinside:
jaebum is a softie
do something he can appreciate
like making him food or listening to his problems
honestly taking care of him like you are now is good enough

gaybum:
thanks
i want to show that i don't only pity him
that i really care for him
and that i was an absolute idiot for not noticing

wangmeupinside:
yeah i can't argue about that one
you were so oblivious
but i believe in you
jaebum already loves you so it shouldn't be that hard
good luck

gaybum:
thanks