Chapter 5

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Just a quick A/N but I'm so happy we finally hit over 200 reads. Thank you so much I really appreciate it. And once I get like 1k or 2k reads and this book is done I may do a sequel

I wake up. Confused as to why I had blood all over my sheets.
"Fuck. I'm on my period" I whisper to myself. I get up and change out of my bloodied knickers and pants and change my sheets. I decided to stay home from school today because I need it. I call Jacky.
Jacky: Hey Sam
Samantha: hey. I'm not exactly going to school today so if you are could you please tell them I'm sick?
Jacky: sure
Samantha: thanks a lot
"Call ended"
I lay down on my bed and look to my left. I see a few boxes of matches. "Maybe if I burn myself nobody would suspect it" I'm thinking as I light a match. I put the kit match close to my skin. It hurts like fuck and I almost scream out in pain. I quickly blow out the match and look at what I've done. I put on a jumper and leave the house without shoes on.

I walk up the street and see kids about my age being all happy and carefree. I look at ones arm and I see faint scars. "She must've gone through what I'm going through" I think to myself. I walk over to her and her friends just point and laugh. I forgot I'm wearing shorts and my cuts are showing. I turn to run away but the girl grabs my hand.
"HOW DARE YOU LAUGH AT HER ABOUT HER CUTS!!" The girl yells at her friends in astonishment. She walks off with me and we get to know each other. Her name is Kayla. She's blonde, about my hight, has long hair and beautiful blue eyes. She mentions why she cut and it's totally different to why I'm doing it. She's doing it because of her friends and she just broke up with her girlfriend. I pulled up my sleeve and she took one look at the burns and started to cry. She got up and hugged me. Just at that very moment though my mum walks over to me. She didn't see the cuts or burns only me hugging Kayla. She yells at me in front of everyone and I burst out into tears. Right then and there she told me to get home, get my things and leave. She just disowned me in front of almost the entire town. What am I gonna do now??

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