-//TRIGGER WARNING//-
As I'm walking to school I see a whole heap of people talking to each other, I see Jacky and start to walk up to her before I hear my name getting thrown around in their conversation.
"Jacky how could you be friends with that whore?" I head a red headed girl ask. I quickly jump behind a tree as she looks in my direction.
"I- It's just that- ugh fine I'll say. I'm only friends with her because I feel pity for her. She's so ugly."
'J-Jacky said that about me? How could she?! I fucking can't believe she did that. That's it, I've had it with this world and this school.' I think to myself as I start to run home.
-//time skip//-
I throw open my front door and run inside. I grab a pen and paper and begin to write, my hand shaking wildly. I know that Ethan's going to be over after school so he'll see this. I hastily finish the note and read over it.
I'm sorry. I'm sorry I'm not as strong as you all are. I'm sorry I'm fat. I'm sorry I'm ugly. I'm sorry I have no friends. I'm just sorry. I'll never be pretty, or skinny, or popular. I'll never be perfect. So why should I try? Ana, Debbie, Cat. I'm sorry I've let you all down. I've let everyone down. So this is it. My final goodbye for the rest of my life. I hope you all don't mind-oh who am I kidding? Nobody will mind. Nobody will care. Nobody would cry or think 'why did she do it?' Nobody will because I have nobody.
I place the note on my dresser and run to find a rope.
"Aha!!" I found one. I run back into my room and begin to tie it into a noose. I start to laugh, softly at first. That's more of a giggle then, isn't it? I Tor the end of the rope to my ceiling fan, grab a chair and place it under he rope. I think to myself why I'm going to do this. I know why mad I'm gonna do it. I step up onto the chair and slip my head into the noose. I take a deep breath and kick the chair down. Tears start falling down my cheeks as my vision goes black...
A/N
Yes I'm not dead 😂 sorry for not updating guys, I've been fairly busy lately. I'll try to update more I promise
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Living Hell
Teen FictionTRIGGER WARNING Please don't read if you're struggling with an eating disorder, suicidal thoughts, depression or have been a victim of sexual abuse/harassment. Read at your own cost, I've warned you I'm in the middle of re-writing it so if it seems...
