I closed the door behind me as I went to walk to the park
'Was she right? Am I just a sinner and a monster?' I thought to myself, I shook me head and continued walking.
I stopped outside a café and my stomach growled. I hadn't eaten in around a week now and my hips slightly stuck out, I decided I'd just have a salad or something like that. I slowly walked in the café and Ana screamed at me
"No! You're gonna get fat. Look how far we've come!!" Ignoring her I go and order a small cheese cake and a water. I pay and then sit down at a small table, I connect to the free wifi and go on Instagram. As I'm scrolling through the home page I see a picture of a girl and she looks beautiful, she thin, has clear skin; she's just perfect. I sigh as my food comes to my table and I slowly start to eat.
After around 25 minutes I've finished my cheese cake and half my bottle of water. I thank the lady at the counter and jog home
-//time skip//-
When I get home I unlock my front door and walk in, the scent of strawberries fills the air, thanks to my strawberries air fresheners I brought the other day. I peel off my skinny jeans and tank top and set my alarm for school tomorrow. I throw on a baggy tee-shirt from JayJays and a pair of pyjama shorts. I crawl into my baby blue bed sheets and look at the time on my phone; 8:57 .
I plug in my earphones and fall asleep listening to BTS.
I'm awoken by the beautiful sound of Taehyungs voice from my alarm, classical me I know. I turn off my alarm and get out of bed, grabbing my my uniform and throwing it on. I grab my hair brush and put my log hair into a high ponytail. I put my shoes on and walk to school.
A/N
Some of my chapters may be written by my amazing boyfriend so if there is a slight change in the style of writing that why. Sorry for not updating too guys, I've had a lot going on and I just recently got internet cut off 😭😭😭 forgive me if these updates continue to be irregular I just don't have a whole lota spare time (￣^￣)ゞ
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Living Hell
Teen FictionTRIGGER WARNING Please don't read if you're struggling with an eating disorder, suicidal thoughts, depression or have been a victim of sexual abuse/harassment. Read at your own cost, I've warned you I'm in the middle of re-writing it so if it seems...
