I am an Android..

chapter 11: quest?on

24 hours and 45 minutes since I opened my eyes..my room is disturbingly silent..

too quiet I can clearly hear every movement outside..I want to go out

35 seconds and I was out of my room..it was a long empty hallway..dim light and I could say that the humans are sleeping now. Wait a minute..they told me I'm human now but how come I can't sleep. My whole system is alive. I continued walking at what I thought was a never ending hallway finally I saw a one way glass panel door.  I opened it and woah! cold breeze of air blew hard unto my face. I looked around, I gasped in amazement. There was a huge fountain in front and the water seems to be dancing in harmony as it changes its color, what made it more beautiful was because of the light coming from the 2 moons. A lot of flowers in different species..benches surrounding the fountain, and a small pond a the left side and theres a bridge on it.. I suck in describing the scenery , one word..beautiful

suddenly the air seems to stop, the trees stops to sway as I smell blood..yes I will never ever have a mistake on how it smells like... I turned  to where the smell coming from and ... he was there.. standing as dangerous as I believe he is..half of his face was covered with blood..his eyes was darker from what I remembered before..my throat felt dry ..oh damn it! I felt like a stupid mule gaping at him as he continued walking towards me..

"Hey!" I shouted as he just passed without even looking at me. He stopped walking but didn't even looked at me. i walk towards him and saw how scary his face, well not really it just that, a chill went down on my spine as I looked at his blank dark hazel eyes..it is worse than what I've seen before..it's too inhumane..it seems like those eyes are dead..now what I can't even think!

"What?" he asked, something is wrong with his voice..it is too cold and empty..

"I-I" damn it! What's happening to me and when I turned to him. He's already far from me.. Bastard!!

In an instance I am already beside him, 

"Hey! You! After everything that happened! You're just going to pretend that you don't know me!:" I am terribly mad! and I don't know where these emotions coming from..I felt like I'm in a hurricane everything is in chaos..for the first time since a while ago. He sets his eyes on me but still expressionless and one more thing that really hits me..he doesn't seem to recognize me...

"Leave me alone" then he's gone..and me I just stood there like a stone.

I..I am impossibly feeling pain then anger hit me. I rushed back in my room..

and shock to see whose sleeping on my bed..slowly I walked towards him ..I sigh and can't help to smile

"Ah..stupid..you're like a monster a while ago...." then that very moment as I stared at him..watching him sleeps like a baby..he looks so peaceful but I could clearly see tiredness as his forehead seems to crease forever..slowly I touched his forehead and a twinge of sensations run through my fingers up to my arms then it spreads all over me. in an instance I was slump at the wall, my heart, that I almost forgot it's beating-is beating so fast, so loud I swear it echoes in the whole room..my breathing was rugged ..I should calm my self I close my eyes..it's useless! My heart seems to forget to go back to its normal phase..my knees are shaking..what's going on with me?! My eyes narrowed as I looked at the sleeping monster!! It's his fault since he saved me I became someone I am not! Flooded me with thousands of questions of why and what! The sensation I felt a while ago was gone changed by my outraged because he was just there ignoring my presence though he's the one who brought me here, then giving me alien emotions I can't comprehend! I AM MURDEROUS! 

I am now standing beside him..but before I could even hit him..my world seems to turn up side down as he grabbed my hand and put me under his body..my stupid heart went to a full stop..my eyes went wide as he buried his bloody face on my neck and if I wasn't mistaken he's smelling me..I growled and tried to push him because honestly I don't like what I'm starting to feel..it felt so strange and yet it feels nice and warm.. but he didn't move a bit and worse he tighten more his clinging arms on my waist..

"Please...let me hold you for a while Devon..." 

And that...

I was doomed...