I am an Android..

chapter 15: his name....

I was quiet for a while... and I can feel my heart beating so fast...and that made me pushed him so hard that he hit the trunk of the tree. I knew he could have stopped that attack but he just accept it. I stepped backward...

"I want to go back...it must be chaotic out there but I have to face it. What happened there was because of me. They were sent to hunt me down."

He just stared at me and again his face turned blank...I am starting to hate that expression... he always does it whenever he wanted to hide his emotions...not that I really care about what he feels but it just that it always makes me uncomfortable.

"Alright." 

I was totally surprised. We were back. And EVERYTHING seems NORMAL like nothing happened. The broken windows and splattered bloods I've seen a while ago were all gone. I automatically threw a questioning look at him. He just shrug his shoulder like it was not the first time that this kind of thing happened.

"Lian is getting better in clearing things out." he just said it like it should make me understand everything.

"Who is Lian? And how all this things possible?'

"You just met her a while ago. And its her 'gift' to return things in their original form." he explained and gave me the sudden feeling that he had told me about it before. Then my eyes grew big when an idea hit me.

"It won't work with humans" he cut through. My arising hope crashed down. So it won't work with me. Wait! did he just read my thought? I suspiciously glared at him. Then he chuckled...and everything around me slowed down...and bright lights appeared around him...he seems to be different from that cold blank faced male human I have met.  I shook my head as soon as I realized what is going on with me.

"I can't read your mind but your face showed everything that you are thinking." 

I snorted trying to hide my nervousness. Can he hear my heartbeat?

"Really well I just thought that maybe she could help me out with my messed-up memory."

Then his face soften, the blank cold eyes were gone replaced with understanding, warmth and something else…

"we already told you that your memory will return little by little, you don’t have to force yourself…in time you'll remember."

His words suddenly made me breath like the heavy clouds that started to surround me slowly disappearing…

I...

 really ...

Want...

 to ...

Remember...

 him….

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