Chapter 6

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Blake's POV

"Tell me what happened, I need details" Aurora said making me chuckle. It was a couple days after the party and we were walking into the school when she decided to bring up the fact that I looked totally flushed after coming out of that closet with Alex.

"Okay, okay fine" I tell her as I start to think back to the night of the party.

*Flashback*

"Uh, fine, I'm game.. Blake?" Alex says turning to me.

"Sure" I said as I finished my drink.

"So..." Alex trails off when we get in the closet.

"So.. I guess we could just talk" I say trying to break the weird tension.

"Yeah, what do you want to talk about?" He asks me.

"I don't know" I tell him. "So Aurora is really... She's.. something" I say.

"Yeah, she probably thinks we're making out or something right now" he says.

"Yeah, wouldn't that be funny if we were though" I say and I immediately regret it.

Shit! Why did I have to say that?

Honestly, I've had a crush on Alex since like, forever, but he's my best friend...

"Well maybe it's the alcohol talking but do you wanna make out?" He asks me as he leaned in closer, snapping out of my thoughts.

We both just stared at each other for a while and there was a lot of tension present. I kept leaning in closer until he finally smashed his lips against mine. I kissed him back hard as I cupped his face in my hands.

He then pushed me up against the wall, running his fingers through my wavy dirty blonde hair as he pressed himself against me.

This kiss was very deep, passionate and deep and full of lust. It was demanding and it consumed me. A multitude of feelings burned inside of me as I started tugging on his hair. This felt so right and my stomach was doing flips and honestly I really love that feeling.

I never thought that kissing a guy would feel this good, let alone kissing my best friend. I've known him almost my whole life, we met in 1st grade.

His hands to go underneath my shirt and trail up my chest. He then started to kiss down my neck until he stopped at one spot and started sucking on it.

"Mhmm, that feels so good" I moaned. "Alex.." I sigh, not wanting to stop but still I push him away because I need to process this, but I still hate my stupid conscience for telling me to push him away.

"Wow, I..." He starts to say but I cut him off.

"I need to process this" I tell him.

"I know.. I'm sorry, I really shouldn't have done that, I don't know what I was thinking" he says starting to look down.

"No, no, don't apologize.. I.. I just don't know how to feel about that. It just got really heated and I didn't want to stop it's just.." I trail off.

"Yeah I get it" he tells me.

"No you don't, I.. I just...." I trailed off. I wanted to tell him how much that kiss left a lingering feeling on my lips but.. I just can't bring myself to say the words. It doesn't even matter he probably doesn't feel the same way. And maybe I'm being dramatic or maybe I've just consumed too much alcohol but I feel something for him and I don't what it is but I like it. But like I said the feeling is most likely not mutual. I mean he's my best friend for fuck's sake, my very straight best friend and I know that it would be so wrong to fall for him.

"What were you gonna say?" He asks me staring into my eyes, ugh why is he making this so hard.

"Nothing, nevermind.. it doesn't matter" I tell him.

"Listen, about what happened.. no one can ever know about it" he tells me turn serious as he looks me deep in the eyes.

"Okay" is all I say.

"I mean it, you can't tell anyone, there's no point anyways because it was a one time thing, a drunken kiss, it didn't mean anything. I'm straight, I like girls and so do you which means whatever happened can't happen again and no one can ever know about it" he tells me and truthfully, those words stung but I just nodded in agreement.

"Yeah don't worry, I won't say anything" I tell him. "I guess you can say we're really in the closet" I tease and I can tell he's holding back his laughter by shaking his head.

"You're such a dick" he tells me.

"Yeah but I'm your dick" I say leaning in closer to him and I immediately regret saying that seeing as how he clearly just told me that he doesn't see anything between us.

I expected him to slap me but instead he just chuckled as he stared at my lips.

He bit his bottom lip as if he was contemplating what he should do.

And as soon as he started to lean in....

"Seven minutes are up" we heard Aurora say making us both quickly pull away.

"But please don't let anyone know about this" he begged as he put both of his hands on my shoulders and stared deeply into my eyes.

"Don't worry, I won't, I swear" I assure him making him smile.

"Thanks bro, you're the best" he says letting go of me.

Why did I have to fall for my best friend?

*End of Flashback*

"Well I'm sorry to disappoint you but there's nothing to talk about Rory, nothing interesting happened" I tell her. If I told her the truth Alex would never forgive me and I don't think I could ever live with that.





Did you enjoy that chapter in Blake's POV??? Would you guys like to see more chapters in Blake's POV???? Most of the chapters will be in Aurora's POV but yeah I hope you guys enjoyed this chapter, byeeeee!!!

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