I didn't know what happened later. I don't even wanna know. I just went to my room, wore my pj's and cried. I did it until there was no more tears in my eyes. Yes i love him. I've fallen for him since i met him. But he'll never look at a girl like me. He prefer girls like Kayla. The next day, my mom woke me up because i had visitors. It was Bridgit. She became my bestfriend cause she was always here for me. We talked and she told that after i left they did too. And she asked me what happened. I told her that i love Jake. She said "they will break up soon. Cause you know Kayla she's a player." But i was sure that time it was serious. I couldn't handle that anymore. After that Luke and Caitlin came with Starbucks. They recomforted me. Then Caitlin and i went shopping but the problem is that i saw Jake and Kayla shopping too. I couldn't handle it i told Caitlin i want to go home and she drove me there. I arrived and took a shower, then i sat on my bed, listening to "Wish You Were Here" by Avril Lavigne cause i really love this song and read a book. Then i woke up the next day, my book was on my face and the song was still playing. I guess i must have fallen asleep while reading. I felt a tear coming down my cheek. Maybe i was crying. It was sunday and i haven't done any of my homeworks so i wiped my tear away and started studying. Suddenly somebody knocks on the door. It was Jake. He can't see my face like that. I ran to the bathroom and washed it and then he entered. He just wanted to make sure that i'm okay after friday aww. But he couldn't come earlier because he had family obligations and homeworks and Kayla. I hate her so much. Well we talked and he didn't stop talking about Kayla. All i wanted was their break up. Later he got back home and i finished my homeworks so i called Alex. I was lonely and wanted some cheer up and i couldn't find a friend like Alex to make me laugh. So he came. We watched a movie and ate sushi. I wish i was with Jake. Then he did funny things and i laughed. After that he left because we have school. After he left, i brushed my tears, said goodnight to my parents and went to bed. It was 11:30 pm already and i was so tired. But i couldn't sleep before 1:00 am. I was overthinking. The next day, i woke up at 6 and took a shower. I don't know why, but i have a feeling that this day isn't going to be good at all.
