I decided to sleep but my mind couldn't stop thinking. "Who am i in love with. Jake. Luke. I don't know." I thought. I turned around and slept. The next day we went to school. I searched for Luke i needed to talk to him but i didn't find him anywhere. I checked my phone in case he sent me a message that i didn't notice but i didn't got anything. I saw Chris and Alex standing in front of their lockers so i walked to them. "Hey guys","hey Leah" they both said. "Where's Luke?" They gave me an awkward look. "What?" I finally asked. "Haven't Luke told you?" Said Chris. "What should he tell me?","he's gone for months..he said he needs a break, he also told us he'll tell you after you guys spend a whole day together.","w-what? Oh my.. No, tell me it's not real please tell me it's a joke","sorry." I was in tears. I started running to find Bridgit, pushing everybody on my way away. I needed to tell her. Bridgit saw me so she walked toward me and when i saw i ran to her. "What's wrong?" She held me and wiped my tears. "Luke is gone, he's gone i'll never see him again, and i pushed him away i am so dumb and rude i wish i never did that.","calm down he'll come back i am sure","no he won't i know he won't and if he ever comes back he'll ignore me","no if he loves you he won't do it. I'll drive you home, you're too devastated you need rest." I arrived home, it was empty. Mom and dad are in work. I led on my bed crying. "Why does it always happen to me? Why do i always have to be hurt?" I thought to myself. I decided to walk. I went to a forest. It was dark but i was alone all by myself. No sound. I needed to calm down. I sat on the ground and listened to the sound of the wind. Everything was so peaceful. The sun was shining through the trees, birds were flying from a tree to another, lady bugs were on flowers, so were the butterflies. It was a beautiful place. Suddenly i heard a sound.
