I knew he would be upset, i shouldn't have said that. But he had to know the truth. I opened the door of my house, dad was in the living room and mom in the kitchen cooking diner. I enter and say hey, then i go to my room. Mom called for diner i only had the time to put my things away. After eating i went back upstairs and changed my clothes. I sat on my bed thinking of what happened today just like a movie. The laughs were on slowmotion, the time he kissed me was on pause. The time when i told him the truth was the most painful part. I couldn't handle that anymore, i started crying. My phone was ringing and i had to see who was it. Maybe it's Luke, i really need to apologize about today. It was Bridgit. We haven't talked for ages. "Hey","h-hey","are you okay? You sound..crying","no don't worry i'm fine.","wait for me i'm coming to your house and you'll tell me everything". I couldn't find a better friend than Bridgit. She's graduating this year so i have to handle one year without her. It's gonna be hell, which is nothing new. Few minutes later, i hear my mom calling me telling me Bridgit's here. I tell her to come up. She enters to see me on the bed, crying my eyes out. She came and hugged me. I really needed that. "What's wrong, tell me.","today i spent the day with Luke and it was good but in the end of the day he kissed me and told me he loves since we were kids but, i told him that i love Jake and he already knows that and i think i hurt him everytime i say that.","it's okay he'll be alright. Now tell me, you love Jake or Luke?","Jake","you sure about it?","yes..no.","you love Luke too right?","well yes, but Luke's my bestfriend i don't want to ruin our friendship if we ever break up and i'm not really sure about my feeling toward Luke.","look i need you to think of it all and then tell me who really love. And everytime something happens just call me or talk to me in school. Keep me in touch with you and whatever happens okay? Now i need to go. Goodnight love.","night Bridgit". She kisses my cheek and leaves.
