I lie in bed,staring at Lucas who is almost asleep. I kiss lips briskly, and he continues the kiss. "How are you still awake?" I inquire. "Because I'm sleeping next to the most beautiufl girl in the world, and I don't want to waist any time sleeping." He replies, smiling. I realise that I am hardly wearing anything. A bra, and maybe a pair of shorts, I don't know, whereas Lucas only wearing a pair of boxers. Everyone else is sleeping, I hope. His hand trails my back, and stopping when he gets to my bra clip. "I'm sorry, Lucas, I'm just not ready. I have been dating him for 2 weeks now, and Visiting Day is today. "Ronnie, it's fine." He says, "Kissing you is just enough..."The rest of his voice is muffled over him talking into my neck. We roll over, and now I'm on top. Should I continue with this? I ask myself. With noise of us moving under the covers. The Erudite boy, who's name seems to be Jake, turns on his lamp. "God guys!" He whispers loudly, "You said you wouldn't, do that!"
"Woah calm down!" Lucas starts. He sits up, me sitting in his lap. "We aren't doing that!"
"Yeah, I mean, I'm not ready to do it yet!" I say, running my hand through my long, blonde, straight hair. I press my hands on Lucas's chest, and his hand is on my back, his hand inching closer to my bra strap. My heart pounds, but I make no noticeable symptoms. Does he want it?
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The Choosing
FanfictionMy head feels like it's full of cotton balls of stress. Every single bone and muscele in my body aches because of the pain that lies ahead. I know that Candor is not for me, my aptitude test proves that I'm Dauntless, and I feel it as well, inside a...
