Izaya finds out that he has cancer, he has to decide whether he gets treatment and hopes he gets cured. Or spend it with Shizuo living on the edge till the very end.
___________________________ Hello everyone!! I'd like to say this before you start, this was my original ending that I was going to use. But as I said for the 1K reads I've added an alternative. Not to put too many spoilers in but this one... Isn't so good. I actually cried writing it, lol. Heads up. A main character dies... (You can probably guess who...) BUT. If you don't want the heart breaking and tearful ending then skip this and go to the next. It's a lot sweeter and happier :)
Well. Hope you enjoy!! (Releasing a little sooner than planned as I think I've completed it now XD)
___________________________ "I.... love you...." Shizu-chan cried and sobbed at my side but eventually choked the words "I- I love you... too Iza..." A tear slowly rolled down my face as I smiled and I drifted off to sleep but to never wake again... hopefully one day... I'll see Shizu-chan again.... smiling happily...
Shizuo's POV The heart moniter slowed then finally went to a flat line. I couldn't stop crying... All I could do was cry... I promised Izaya I'll keep smiling for him... I can't... I've finally broke, the one person who could never break me has.... "Daddy!! Look what the nurse gave me!" Yuki ran into the room, smiling happily and holding a doll in front of her. She stopped and stared at Izaya then looked at me "... Daddy.... why're you crying?.... he's only sleeping isn't he?" All I could do was hold my arms out to Yuki, she ran over and hugged me and I hugged her back tightly. I continued to cry, I didn't want to but it's all I could do.... Sadness and sorrow just replaced all my emotions ".... Daddy please don't cry.... you promised him you would keep smiling and be happy.... I'm here too... I'll try to make you happy again daddy." It took a while but I calmed down and stopped crying, Yuki had fallen asleep in my lap. She was right... I have to keep smiling for Izaya, I can't break this promise... I thought I wouldn't be able to sleep but eventually I had.
~ One year later ~ "Yuki, hurry up or I'll lose you..." I stopped walking and looked behind me to see Yuki picking flowers in the grass. She stops and looks up at me with a big grin then runs over to my side "Sorry daddy!! I thought these flowers were pretty and could give them two him" I smile down at her then crouch down to her side "they're very pretty, just like you" her eyes lit up with happiness and she continued to grin, then jumped up and hugged me "Thank you daddy! Do you think he will like them?" I pulled away and looked at Yuki with a small smile "I'm sure he'll love them, he's probably watching us right now and smiling. His prayer came true, I'm happy and that's because of you" Yuki continued to smile at me then ran ahead "come on daddy! You told me to hurry up but you're the one being slow now!" She laughed and continued to run, I stood and ran after her "Hey! Don't go without me!" I caught up with Yuki and lifted her up, she squealed and giggled. I sat her on my shoulders and took us to Izaya's grave.
Once we were there I put her back on the ground, she gently placed the flowers she picked in front of the light grey tombstone that we stood in front of "these are for you, daddy told me you would like them. I think they're very pretty, I hope you think so too" Yuki spoke softly, not in the happy chime she usually does but there was still some there. I stood behind and looked at the name engraved onto the stone... His name engraved in the stone... I tried to stop myself from crying and smiled "Hey..... I always say this when I come to see you but.... I really miss you Iza... I hope you're having fun wherever you are now. Ikebukuro's not the same without you... It's too quiet, not even making my own commotion is enough to make it loud again" I teared up more then looked at Yuki "Yuki, how about you tell him about your first day of school? You've started middle school now" she perked up then sat down in front of his grave and started talking about many friends she's made, what lessons she's doing and that it's a lot more fun than she thought. I sat too and stared at his grave, it's been a year... a year since the day I lost you... I wish I could say I'm happy but... I'm not... there's still a small crack in my heart that's leaking, Yuki tried to fix it but she can't fix it all... you told me once that once something's broken it can be fixed but not completely... there'll always be cracks or it'll never be the same. That's my heart... unless I got you back... I'll always be broken...
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So..... This is the last chapter.... would you like some tissues?... I enjoyed writing it... Slightly.
Anyway, thank you all so much for reading this!! I really hope you enjoyed it! I'd love some feedback? Again, thank you so so much for reading This and supporting me all the way through!!
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