Keep Smiling

Wake Up Izaya

"We're going to try and wake Izaya up for you Shizuo"

The doctor spoke to me in a soft tone. Expecting it to ease the pain I was feeling. It didn't work. From all the pain I've felt to this point has just numbed my emotions. I no longer feel anything. I can't. Even Yuki noticed the change in me... I had to send her away... She can't see me like this nor can she see Izaya in the state he is...

"Shizuo? We cannot do anything without your consent... What will it be?" The doctor spoke with more concern this time, he placed his hand on my arm trying to comfort me in someway. Of course it didn't work. I just shrugged his hand off me and turned, heading towards the exit
"Just pull the plug for all I care. He's not coming back. He broke our promise..." My voice cracked in the end, I tried to stay calm but it didn't work. I still broke down into tears, he broke OUR promise.

~couple days later~
I walked through my apartment entrance for the first time in what felt like months. After I left the hospital I got lost in different bars and alleyways. I wasn't even in Ikebukuro anymore. Everything was spinning... I stumbled to my room and managed to put my phone on charge after the battery died, not like it's useful to me anyway. There's not even pictures of me and Izaya on there...

Before I even realized it I had passed out onto my bed. Only to wake to my phone ringing loudly throughout my apartment, soon enough it stopped. I reached over and squinted at the bright screen in my hand, either I was still drunk or I had over 50 missed calls and over 100 messages from either Shinra or the hospital. My phone rung again and Shinra's name popped up, I hit the green button and put the phone to my ear only to instantly regret it
"SHIZUO-KUN WHERE ON EARTH HAVE YOU BEEN?!!" he screeched down the phone. I'm surprised a grown man could even make such an inhuman noise like that... I pulled the phone away to hang it up before I heard the next sentence.
"IZAYA WOKE UP AND IS ASKING FOR YOU"

Wait.

What?

Izaya's awake?... Since when?... The... The doctor said he wasn't going to make it...
Before I realized it. I was sprinting to the hospital without thinking, I went straight to Izayas room and crashed into the door causing it to fall off its hinges. There was a high pitched scream from a young girl who was sat on the bed. Yuki. She was sat next to Izaya. Izaya who was actually sat up in bed and looking directly at me, a small smile on his face that soon turned to a frown when tears started to spill from his eyes.

Izayas POV
I thought Shizu-chan had left me... Shinra told me what had happened but there he was, stood in the doorway panting and staring at me with wide eyes. I lifted my arms up slowly and stretched them out towards Shizu-chan who ran to me and hugged me tightly causing the breath in my lungs to escape and suffocate me, I just hugged him back and cried into his chest
"I love you" I managed to choke out the words.
Shizu-chan mumbled them back only for me to hear, keeping a tight grip on me. I could feel him shaking slightly, if he let me go, he would lose me, is what I thought he was thinking.

~couple weeks later~
My health got worser by the day, Shinra had to take care of Yuki for the time being as Shizu-chan was in a worser state then me... He wouldn't leave my side for one second, it was hard to get him to go home just to take a shower and shave... Even getting him to have some food was hard... He knew I wasn't getting any better, only worse.
"Shizu..." I croaked as I laid in my bed, looking at him with half lidded eyes.
He lifted his head to look at me, his eyes had dark bags under them and stubble dusted over his jawline and chin.
"Marry me... Before I go... Marry me... Please" my voice shook as I asked Shizu-chan a question I never thought I'd ever ask. Shizu-chan didn't respond at first. His eyes widened slightly as I asked him the question, his mouth opened slightly and moved but there was no sound.
"What?..." My vision started to blur, Shizu-chans mouth kept moving but there was still nothing.

Everything slowly went black.

I had passed out.

Again.

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... I swear Izaya is not dead. Maybe. XD
But. Sad news is. This is starting to come to an end... Wow. I didn't even realise myself till I writ this chapter at how close I am to finishing this... Gosh... The next couple updates might be a lil slow... I don't have wifi at home (I don't know how I'm surviving without it tbh. Lol.) I'll try and update when I can. I just hope I don't rush the ending to this... I'm not sure how I feel about this chapter tbh. I wrote it on the spot at 3am. Don't do that... It's not healthy. Nor does it make my writing skills any better XD

Thanks for reading! ʕᵔᴥᵔʔ