February 28, 2014.
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Dear Paige,
IT still hurts me.
I have to hold everything in because I can't let them know I'm weak.
I have to hold everything because if I tell them, they'll spread the word.
Why is it that there's no one here to trust?
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Why do I have to live in a world where I can't be happy?
I can't even do anything right.
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When will the time come where I'll be genuinely happy?
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Can anyone even hear me?
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What am I to this world?
When will everything be alright?
Right now, everythying's far from okay.
I'm not kidding.
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What am I to this world?
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Take me away to a paradise and never let me go back.
As much as I love my parents & siblings, I can't go back. I love them & I care about them, that's why I am supposed to leave. I'm just trouble.
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.. I just. I can't do this anymore. When will the day come? The day of my last breath? Cause I'm really tired.
YOU ARE READING
this is me.
Non-FictionThe story of my life. ~ Read and know what happens to me and how I feel. :) ~ Come into my world and you'll understand my feels ♣
