this is me.

July 1, 2014

Today was absoulutely the best day ever.

LIKE SUPER HGISGHALKS KSLNKQSHBKOQHGBKLW

TODAY WAS MY CRUSH'S BIRTHDAY AND I JSUT REMEMBERED IT LAST NIGHT FJKSHGIQSHGIOQA 

fyi; 

my crush is a junior.

i searched for poems bc limited time. 

so blah blah I designed it lol effort pls haha.

and then recess came i decided to give it to her bc classmates were trying to read it like woah der. 

i asked my friends to give it to her because I was shy and I didn't want anyone besides her or my friends or her friends to know that was from me because I might get bullied, again.

i gave it to my friends, and my friend and i just sorta hang out at the canteen pretending to wait for someone (which we actually were) who was gonna buy and some shit like that lawl.

it took them a long time to get back i swear like wow haha. 

but eventually they came back and first thing they said, "she said thank you" (not really in english but eh) 

my friends were trying to make me walk by my crush which will be named "jaylynn" for now lol. but i refused and walked by myself through another way. 

then i kinda fangirled at our line formation and said "that was so embarrassing" "humiliating!" over and over like jesus christ when will it end haha. 

then the bell rung (time flies so fast) and for like how many meters they were passing. and THEY SAW ME GOD. I REALLY TRIED TO HIDE.

and- 

I WILL CONTINUE THIS NEXT TIME BUT STILL THE SAME DAY BUT JUST SO YOU KNOW SHE HUGGED ME HGJKAHGKJAL