FALLING APART - CALUM HOOD (COMPLETED)

Chapter 7.

(It's 1am... sorry for messy chapter :P )

Chapter 7.

''Becky Wake up.'' i hear Calum speak softly, i'm awake already but don't want to leave this bed and face reality of Calum leaving today.

It's probably selfish of me but i really don't want him to go , i dont want to forget how it feels to have him here every day , hour , minute , second. I mean i wont physicallyforget since i'll visit him as much as i can but i wont be able to have him hold me in our own bed until the tour is over.

''Rebecca.'' he says again , i let out a sigh and turn around looking at him already dressed in black skinny jeans and a baggy blue jumper.

He gives me a weak smile and i smile back , grabbing his arm and tugging him back to bed. He chuckles and slides in next to me resting on his elbow , his other arm pulling me close.

''I have to go some time babe'' he speaks

''Not yet'' i groan and he laughs , giving in and pulling me even closer kissing the top of my head.

''I can cuddle for a little more , i guess.''

''Good'' i say and nuzzle my head into his chest and feel the warmth of his breath on the top of my head.

His arm tightens around me and it makes me feel like he never wants to let go. I look up at him and smile.

''You know that feeling you get when you know you're exactly where you're supposed to be?'' Caum asks.

''Huh?''

''Like everythings perfectly in place?''

''Like now right?' i ask

''Yeah.'' he smiles , i lean up to place my lips against his. The kiss is gentle and slow , we pull apart both smiling. I rest my head back on his chest. His heart a drum under my ears , fast but steady.

''Im going to miss you ,'' i say to Calum , nuzzling my face into his neck.

''I love you more.'' he says and i laugh a little ,

''I mean i'll miss you too of course i just thought you were uh ... going to say you love me and i was ju-''

''Calum , shut up'' i laughed and i place my lips on his.

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We were having to leave in a minute so i had a quick shower and changed into a short sleeved daisy print jersey dress. I slipped on some black pumps and grabbed my bag and Calum's beanie placing it on my head and making my way into the living room.

''Car should be here in a bit'' Calum spoke , looking up from the tv. He was sat on the sofa snuggled up with Promise on his lap stroking him.

''Hey thats my hat'' Calum pouted

''Mine now.'' i smiled and plopped myself down next to him.

''Rebecca.''

''Mm?''

''I heard you being sick this morning.'' he said , i let out a sigh.

This morning at about 3am i woke up and was sick. I woke up because Promise was yelping in his sleep so i went to check on him then i felt sick and went to the bathroom and threw up. I swear to god Calum was fast asleep and i wasn't even that loud.

''Oh. I'm fine.''

''No Rebecca you're not.'' shit what if he's found out what if he's realized...

''You need to see a doctor , because i'm worried about you.''

''I'm fine Cal.''

''I really don't wanna leave you alone if your feeling bad.''