FALLING APART - CALUM HOOD (COMPLETED)

Chapter 32.

Chapter 32.

I was more confused then anything else. I didn't know what to do with myself and what was going on in Calums head to think he could just kiss me.
Did he think everything would go back to being the way it was before the Pia business? Well it won't. A soppy apology and a few tears will not make up for all that he has done. Sure i've forgiven him in a friendly way I can't hold a grudge against the father to my kids. But there is still a part of me that hates him... Who am I kidding? I couldn't hate that boy. He was my first everything and I hoped he would be my last. I cannot go back to him , he will only remake those mistakes.

I got up walking towards the bedroom , the kids were still asleep so I decided to text Logan and offer if he wanted to watch a movie or something. Of course he obliged. I went into the bathroom to clean myself up , wiping the mascara from under my eyes and spraying a bit of perfume on myself.

I love Logan I really do he is a great guy , smart , funny , charming but he's no Calum. He's kind of a polar opposite really... I mean Logan cant sing for shit and he knows it. That isnt a insult oh god no , Logan loves singing into my ear terribly making a small laugh fall from my lips each time he does it. Maybe its a good thing he is different from Calum one things for sure though they are both great with kids.

''So what do you want to do now?'' Logan smiled stroking my hair.

I was laid in between his legs and we just finished watching a re-run of How I met your mother. He was so sweet and I don't know what came over me... was it the stress? the heartache? I dont know but I found myself getting up hovering over him and connecting my lips with him.

Logan tried to deepen the kiss by licking my lip asking for attention , I removed my lips but before he could say what I trailed kisses down his neck causing him to let out a groan.

I don't know why I was doing this it didnt feel right. I trailed back up reconnecting my lips and giving him the access he wanted Logan wasted no time to slip his tongue into my mouth, pressing it upon mine and dominating my lips with his own. With one hand still cupping his face in between my fingers, I guided my own hand down to his clothed crotch, palming him through his jeans. Logans eyes darkened to a deep shade of green, his mouth parting from mine and showing the scowl forming on his lips.

I looked up at him, continuing my actions that he obviously enjoyed. I let out a gasp as he hand travelled to my bum as he squeezed it playfully. I was taken back by this gesture letting out a small moan , he turned us over now him hovering over me as he leaned down kissing along my neck biting every so after to leave a mark.

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I walked out of the bedroom wearing Logans t-shirt , hes already in the kitchen fixing up a bottle for the kids making me smile. I dont regret last night , i didnt think it felt particularly right but it was going to happen sometime and I need to get over it. I will not lie when I say that in those intimate moments when my eyes shut I had to bite my lip from moaning out Calums name but I think that was just because thats all Ive known. It will fade eventually wont it?

I got a text from Calum this morning apologizing for his actions and that his actions from now on will be strictly friendly. I'm glad we can try and get along being friends with there being no awkward tension. He offered to take the kids to the park today which I couldnt be happier for him to do. I really do love him spending time with the kids , they adore him as much as he adores them. I placed a kiss on Logans cheek as he left for work and plopped myself on the sofa.

I got changed into some leggings and a crop jumper and did airplane with the twins to get them to eat. Rosalie was a fussy eater whereas James would eat for the world. I'm sure I caught him eating some of Rosalies food when I looked away. They are both getting so big now and Im so proud of my bundles of joy. There was a knock at the door , wiping my jumper with a wipe to remove the stain of baby food didnt exactly go very well.

''Daddys here!'' I coo'd to Rosalie whos eyes brightened up and smiles a toothless grin. I walked towards the door opening up and revealing Calum. He smiled giving me a simple friendly hug which I was taken back by but was returned.

''I was just feeding them.'' I say as he nods and follows me down the hall into the kitchen.

''I can see that..'' he lets out a chuckle , I scrunch up my eyebrows in confusion in what he meant then turn my attention on Rosalie who had a bowl upon her head with food all over herself.

''Rosalie!'' I squealed picking up the bowl and tossing it in the sink. I picked her up shaking my head while Calum let out a small chuckle opening his arms up.

''I'll clean her up if you want.''

''Then you'll get all dirty.'' I reminded him

''Uh , We could always hang out here today. I mean it looks like its gonna rain anyway'' he suggests. I look out the window at the black clouds forming and nod. Its probably what is best anyway.

I leave Calum and the kids alone while they bond and decide to catch up on some work. I put various outfits together on polyvore then upload them to my blog. Writing about them and where to get the items and cheaper ones. I do this for about an hour before going to check up on them.

Calum is slept on the sofa with both Rosalie and James sleeping fast asleep on his chest. I cannot resist to take a photo of this sweet moment; so I do and upload it to twitter and Instagram with the caption 'Wish they would sleep like this for me :(' . I then grab a blanket from the side and place it over the three sleepyheads.

''Its rude to take photos of people when they're asleep.'' Calum says opening his eye

''I thought you were sleeping.'' I say , my cheeks warming up... busted.

''I didnt want to wake them up.'' He chuckled , '-But if im being honest Im kind of getting really bad cramp in my knee.'' I nod at his words and lift James from his chest , he carefully sits up holding Rosalie in his arms and we make our way towards the bedroom to put them in their cribs.

After that I manage to talk Calum into staying so we can go over the things for our divorce. He still seems a bit on edge but that's perfectly normal. He hasn't handed me the signed papers yet and a part of me is relieved he hasn't ; although that I wont admit to him. During our conversation I can see his eyes trail down to my neck a few times it makes me nervous because I know he can see the marks Logan left and I cant help but feel a bit uneasy when he looks back up at me with sad eyes.

''So I'll see you on Saturday,'' Calum says.

''What?''

''Your birthday? You're doing something right?''

''Oh yeah. I forgot.'' I laughed nervously nodding , I haven't even thought about my birthday yet I've been too caught up in this divorce thing.

''So I'll see you Saturday? Any time in particular.''

''Umm , Come here around 6ish. I'll text you if it changes I need to ask Logan about it.'' I say , Hes eyes flash towards the marks on my neck again before looking up at me nodding then leaving.

A/N

Hi guys. Im back and feeling better. This is a quick update because I feel terrible you haven't had one in WEEKS. The reason its so short is that i should be revising for an exam tomorrow but I needed to update so I hope you enjoy CAN YOU ANSWER THE QUESTION BELOW PLEASE.

Do you guys want Calum and Rebecca back together? I did have it planned out what I wanted to be the ending but I dont want it to be Cliche and you guys to be mad. Maybe I'll do two alternate endings. I dont know.

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