FALLING APART - CALUM HOOD (COMPLETED)

Chapter 36.

Chapter 36

''Rebecca...''Ashton tried to make some excuse for what I saw back there I glared at him making him let out a soft sigh and turn the music up.

''I dont want no excuses Ashton , He lied again.''

''How do you know that? She could just be there getting something or trying to get him back''

''What do you care I thought you hated each other?''

''Look we may have history Becky. But I do not hate him I couldn't hate him. You're forgetting one with Rebecca he fucking saved you last night from that psychopath.''

''I don't... I just want to go home get some of my things and go to Mums''. I said running a hand through my head and resting it on the side of the car door.

''Are you sure you're going to be alright?'' Ashton said pulling up outside of the apartment.

''Yeah i'll see you later. Have fun with Sasha tell her I said Hi.'' I said closing the door to the car and walking up to the inside of the apartment. I stood there in the lobby for a little while , I wasn't sure if this was such a good idea coming back here.

''Rebecca.'' a voice spoke , a hand placed on my shoulder making me flinch and turn around.

''Sorry.'' Calum sighed , scratching the back of his head.

''What are you doing here?''

''No what are you doing here Rebecca? Are you crazy coming here on your own. Its a good job I followed you here.''

''You followed me here!''

''Rebecca wait...'' he grumbled following me up the stairs. Calum gripped my wrist as we got to the top of the stairs pushing me behind him before I could say anything I saw why.

''Look who it is?'' Logan smirked.

''Go to hell.'' Calum spat , taking my hand in his and walking back down the stairs.

''Calum I need to get my stuff.''

''I'll send someone else to get it. Tomorrow''

''But Calum.''

''You're staying with me tonight okay?'' I was tired of arguing so I just nodded letting him walk me to the car. I got inside without a protest and let a sigh escape my lips , as the car started to move.

''What's wrong?'' He asked.

''You can't control me anymore Calum.''

''I'm not controlling you I want to keep you safe okay?''

''Shouldn't you be focusing on Pia?''

''We're over Rebecca okay? She came there trying to get me back and its not going to happen okay?''

''Oh.'' was all I could say. I felt stupid for jumping to conclusions again but would you blame me? Of course I would love to forget everything that has happened but its so hard to do so.

''I know its hard.'' Calum answered my thoughts. I loved how he could sense what was going on in my mind. We stopped off at McDonald's and got some food then went back to his house.

''I'm just going to call Mum ask about the kids and if she can look after them again tonight.'' Calum nodded and left me in the living room to make my call. Mum was fine with it she said she loved spending time with the kids and hoped that me and Calum were sorting things out she said this was a wake up call for both of us.

The credits for some horror movie i hadn't seen before, rolled across the screen and i tried to mentally prepare myself for the terror that was to come. Just half an hour into the movie, and my lungs were already sore from screaming.

"Turn around.. TURN AROUND!! AAHHHH!!" I screamed, as a character was just murdered. I cuddled my face into a pillow, not wanting to watch anymore.

"Aw Rebecca, we could always recreate what happened the first night I met you" Calum said referring to when we all watched a scary movie the first night I arrived in Sydney and I ended up sleeping (not in that way) with Calum.

I lifted my head to tell him that I was fine. But as I did I saw on the screen a girl getting attacked viciously and I , scurried over to Calums open arms. Calum threw a blanket over the two of us and pulled me into his side, his arms wrapped around me securely and it felt nice.

Calum started drawing patterns through my hair and back, soothing me by his soft touch. At first he was wary because I flinched I guess I hadn't really got over the Logan approach but I eventually let him carry on. Calum kissed the top of my head gently, an action that seemed to cause all of my nerve endings to spark.

''Sorry'' he whispered adjusting himself , his strong arms wrapped around me securely, protecting me from the world, his intoxicating scent overwhelming me, and his head nuzzled upon my own.

I could finally forget about everything for awhile as i was held in Calums embrace, like he really was my own force field. It was so comforting that my eyes began to close as I let my tiredness creep up.

"Becky" Calum whispered in your ear.

"Mmhmm,"I replied, before letting my body give in to the clutches of sleep.

"I love you,"

*****

I roll over in bed curling up into a ball as the cold breeze from the room hits my skin as the covers are lifted up. I open my eyes to see Calum sitting on his side of the bed on the edge pulling a pair of jeans on. Sitting up I wrap the covers around myself before I sit behind Calum resting my head on his back. He looked back giving me a smile

"Good morning" he said as I hummed in response closing my eyes but you reopen them as he moves from me to pull on a t-shirt. With a moan I lean back in bed and he smirks sitting on the edge moving my hair from my face.

"You look tired" he said as I yawn

"Cause you woke me up" I mumble as he laughed.

"Well i'm sorry baby but i have a writing session" he said I nodded cuddling back up to the pillow then shooting back up to look at him wide eyes.

''You have to go the studio? You mean?'' .

''Yes we're working things out Rebecca. I'll see you later, sleep well" he said before getting of the bed and walking away.

I'm so happy that the band are working things out I hated the fact that they were going through such a bad time just because of me and Calums relationship.
I still dont know what me and Calum are. Im not just going to jump back into things but last night he told me he loved me and I dont know whether to believe him or not? Do I even feel the same way? I dont know anymore. I need to talk to him later about things before anything else happens. Maybe we were just better as friends then being together but a part of me still loves him he was my first love.

A/N

Sorry bit of a bad update writers block Im gonna have to finish this book soon because I have no idea where it is going. Ideas? Leave them bellow

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