How's life with EXO?

Chapter 23: Not in a Good Mood

Young's POV

Stay safe in school. Love you

-Kris

I turned my phone off and shifted my attention to the necklace he gave me. I was holding it softly with my fingers while looking at it. "Why do you have to go?" I told the necklace, like i was crazy enough to prove the world how much I will miss Wu Yi Fan.

Looks like they're really testing our loyalty. Being left alone in the house, is really nerve wracking. Well~ imagine eating alone, imagine playing alone on free times, life will be so miserable.

My eyes are constantly darted on the car top, which made me ignore Red. I was totally staring blankly until Red snapped me back to reality. "Ms. Baek, were here."

He opened th car's door, some students passing by me greeted me as I get off. As I get in the school, time started with smiles, but the fire of anxiety is still bugging me.

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I decided to check myself on the mirror first before I face the whole class. I went in the ladies room and looked at the mirror, while looking at it. I felt incomplete, my eyes were blackly depth. It looks like I've been using drugs for a long time. My face is painted pale and my lips were sore-dry.

I opened the faucet and washed my hands before I leave the comfort room. Having my way out--- "Young noona!" my eyes didn't even rounded in horror, maybe I'm too numb to feel any emotions tolday.

I just passed by him."I have no time for this Jungkook." I spoke coldly. He then frowned as I continue walking pass by him.

Going to my room, I felt my shadow again. Jungkook is following me again. "Young," he mumbled in an informal way.

Uggh, why do they sound the same? I remembered how Kris calls my name so perfectly. I closed my eyes and raised my head as if my neck was stiff. I sighed in frustration and tears started to stream. I wiped my tears away and took my last sniff before I face Jungkook. "What do you need?"

He walked slowly to me with his hands on his pockets. As he gets closer, he said "Let's talk about it." He already knew what's my condition.

"But I have classes. You too. Maybe later." I sniffed as I get my sentences done.I was really trying my best not to get caught, but it seems hard to change how I feel. I can't pretend.

He extended a hand lending me a handkerchief. "Don't hold it back. It'll hurt more." He said.

I haven't done anything. I was standing still. Then he removed my hands off of my face, he wiped my tears. This time...Jungkook was no joke. "Use this. If you need me, I'll be at the rooftop. Okay?" He ran away like flash, right after the bell rang.

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I turned back to what I was about to do, I took about 3 to 4 steps after realizing I need someone to let my feelings out to. I'm sick of this, small tragic and painful happening in my life. It's too shallow yet I understand why, but everytime I think of it... it insults me.

I took a deep breath and planned through it. Should I skip class? Or follow Jungkook? Shoud I skip class? Or follow Jungkook?

My mind was flooding with thoughts. Now... I found myself running up the stairs to the roof top. Climbing up the stairs was a struggle and an obstacle too. For the sake of losing my burden, I'll do this.

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I finally reached the school's rooftop. I held the knob and opened it. The whole rooftop was blank. I haven't seen even a single person. Though it was so big and I haven't got to search the whole place...One thing came up to my mind, Jungkook was trying put jests on me again. Aish! Why did I trust him?

I went back to the stairs' first step down, "Hey!" it caught my attention and it startled me even more this time. I felt shivers in my spine, is this real?

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[A/N] Updated! Ugly and short 😢😪