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Chapter 55: Kai's the answer

[>] HELLO GOODBYE- HYORIN

A/N: BETTER PUT THE SONG ON REPEAT BECAUSE IT MIGHT NOT COVER UP THE WHOLE SCENE OR SPECIFICALLY, THE WHOLE CHAPTER EXACTLY. ENJOY!

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Young's POV

"Young, dad called." Sooyoung hollered through the thick walls. My heart skipped a beat, because it's been the nth time since dad called asking me about what to do with the wedding. Of course, it's a sure struggle. I mean, I only have a month and 3 weeks to set all the things back to the way it was. Hence the fact, that my feeling's still crumpled and it's like snow in Africa-impossibe to regain it's old form.

Suho oppa's been cracking my brain, ever since he called about Kris. Over-all, it's still perfectly confusing. Kai's been quiet, he never visited, never called, that's why Suho oppa's bugging me to call and approach him. I know, it'll be more confounding if that happens. But why can't I stop this bird-brain sentiment.

A knock on the door frame woke me up from my poisoning thoughts. "Uhmm, Young?" There I saw my sister, turning a bit shy to approach me because of what happened last night. She bit her lips, finding it hard to take a step forward towards me. "About what happened last night..."

"Whatever it is you have in your mind, it's fine. It's just some tiny sibling quarrel, right? It already passed, don't worry." I set my arms on big space, motioning her to hug me. And she did. It's been a millenium since the last time we did this and it's just heart-felt.

Knowing that my sister's been here. I guess it's safe to say that I'll never run out of hope, love, faith, help and support. Even though she's so frank, I still love the way how she makes me realize the stupid things I've done gradually. I'd probably be dead by now, wandering of where to go and thinking of who'll help me deal with my expenses. It's Sooyoung all along. My sword and at the same time, my shield. "I'm so sorry, I just wanted to protect you." On a tight hug, I hushed her down. Same as the way she always do to me. I guess, today's the day to give back and be honest.

Honest... honest. That reminds me-- i-it's not like someone turned untrue and been all selfish to me. But why do I feel this way? It's not like I own him and we already have commitments. We haven't exchanged vows yet, haven't walk on slowmo, savoring the moment where all eyes are giddily looking at you walking in a church's aisle, never wore a white, prestige gown, haven't experience the whole entallada, but why does he own this big of a part in my kokoro. Kris what spell did you cast on me that the hell, no one can't anyone break it--- but Kai. "Rannie, you can let go now." Sooyoung excused because she's not feeling warm fuzzies, but a dreadful hug that turned into throttling. "Young! Someone's knocking on the door." She said patting me by the shoulder telling me to let her go. I was astounded and all, making me think back to what my brain's containing and all those thoughts that's been circulating in my mind. That guy's really a psycho, who--- Kris? Kai? "Rannie, you have a visitor!"

"Who is it?!" I query.

"It's Kai, dear." KAI? AS IN KAI, KIM JONGIN? Wait WHAT?!

I hurried my way to the front door. My stomach's churning and the butterflies were all but giddy to fly around in it. Oh please not now-- I just came on finalizing my thoughts. Why do you have to this, Kim Jong in? But wait, why am I still running like an idiot and I look so excited to see him? Wait, am I that bad to not even thank him for taking care of me and feeding spoonfuls of his love the past days? And wait! is this even right? I mean--- "Young, I missed you." Warm fuzzies. Warm fuzzies.

Why does this have to feel warm, this shouldn't feel sensational at all. Kai please, let me go. It's--- "Living a week without you seemed to be a wrong prescripted medicine to me." He kissed my forehead and I was drowned with his love to death. How could you have so much confidence to show up and do skinships with me when you already know I'm about to be married? "I have something to say to you, so please do talk." Kai sets my hand down and slowly intertwined my fingers with his. I rarely forgot things, but I suddenly dragged him on the way to the living room.