Mayday [MarkSon]

Chapter 12

The room was quiet as usual. The white walls looked back at me plainly. The bed creek as I move. The window sends light inside the room.

He's late

The dripping of droplet in the sink. My slow steady breaths and the little screams I hear beside my room.

All this aspect I can sense them. I can hear and see them. My mind is getting crazy.

The memories that seems to flashback before my eyes appears everytime like a movie. The little ache that slowly climb up in my heart hurt.

I looked at the clock

Why isn't he coming? Where are you?

That man that enters my room everytime, make this senses go dormant and gone. That man that sends me smiles make the memories gone and his face only appears.

And the little ache that climbs in my heart. Healed by his own voice.

His lips that move and ask questions as if hypnotized by them I answer him.

But...

Where is he? Why isn't he coming? Tell me where are you?

My mind is slowly loosing its sanity and my temper is rising. My body is shaking angrily and the bed move.

"Where are you?" I mumble between gritted teeth.

Last night you said you will help me. Well then...

I want you to find me and save me.

I look at the door and wait for it to open. To let me see his face.

I told you I'm dangerous. But why did'nt you listen? Why would you still help someone so pathetic like me?

Tell me...Do you pity me?

Why are you slowly cutting the strings that I tied so tightly to keep me away from crazyness?.

Why?

My breath is slowly fastening.

I need you. I'm shouting Mayday.

Before I explode...

The door opened and you showed yourself.

You didn't left...

I'm glad

"Sorry I'm late" You stumbled and I almost stood up to catch you but I can't do that.

"Uhmm...How are you?"
You ask me that.

I almost lose myself because of you that's what happend

As usual I ignore you.

"Let's start shall we".

But this time I can't help it...

I walk forward at him.Trap him in the wall and let my eyes wonder closer to his.

"Now your in danger Mark. Start finding me" I whispered in his ears.

His eyes look at mine with terror and I back away from what I did.

What am I doing?

"Jackson"

No get away from me

"It's okay"

I'll hurt you

"Thank you"

I look at him. What?

"For letting me. Accepting me."

"You saw me...What I did to you right now? Aren't you scared?" I said.

He shook his head.

"No, cause I understand you Jackson...Its okay...We will fix that"

You can't fix what's broken

"Trust Me"