Mayday [MarkSon]

Chapter 18

Hey

Hey

"Hey Mark!" I blinked.

Youngjae was infront of me, waving his hands.

"Your spacing out...Mrs.Tina is waiting for her medication" He said and my eyes traced my hands that was holding another only this time jewerly cover its wrist.

"Dear" she called.

"Are you okay?" She ask. I looked at her a minute examining her long white hair.

I chuckled and shook my head.

"Ah yes...of course...I'm sorry I just got distracted" I said and continued getting her blood pressure. Youngjae was standing next to me to assist.

"You don't look distracted...You look scared to me...Is there something that your doubting?" She ask as I look at the meter.

"Uhm...No I'm fine...I'm not scared"

Right?

As I was done checking up on Mrs.Tina, me and Youngjae got out and proceed to the next patient.

"Its about Jackson right?" Youngjae suddenly spoke and my trance was again broke.

I didn't replied because Youngjae already knows....He reads me too much.

"Don't worry okay? I bet that little threat is just a little joke or something don't let it shake you up too much" He advised.

I sigh

Is it? was it a joke? I hope so

After the commotion. The nurse did report the problem and I was called to the head office getting the first warning...

I never received first warning before

So this is what it feels like getting warned by superiors.

But what's more scary Jackson's or their's? There's nothing I could think of but fear.

Jackson's nurse was doubled and his security as well but he still can have his freedom outside his room only with a limited time and I know how much that sucks.

"We're here"Youngjae said happily and opened the door

Jaebum's room

I look at Youngjae who skips his way to Jaebum.

Both of them smiled at each other with knowing glances.

"Stop with the staring competition and let me work Youngjae" I said.

"Okay...Doc" Youngjae said and handled the equipments.

Jaebum then look at me...

I was busy checking his condition updates but his stare is bothering so I have to look at him back.

"Youngjae could you wait outside?" I look back at the nurse.He nodded after giving Jaebum a smile.

Once the door close. I put down the papers.

"I heard about what happened..." He started. I started checking his medicines and rummage through it.

"What about it?" I replied.

"I told you just like before he's a monster...He shouldn't rot in here. He should be spoiling behind bars" Jaebum spitted out those words.

I stopped myself from my duties and instead look back at Jaebum.

"I told you also that sometimes you have to let others explain before you explode infront of them...bickering that you know everything" I replied back. I can sense Jaebum is angry. I'm sick of it them talking back at Jackson.

"Fine...he is dangerous! Fine you can call him a freak but I know him Jaebum and I know you do too....He is your bestfriend and you turned your back on him the second you knew something was wrong...You should be the one who's beside him so that you could have known from the start that something was wrong...You could have prevented everything to happen. You could have save him from this place..." I spoke and I didn't even know tears was in my eyes.

"You're a coward Jaebum...I'm already risking myself just to save him" I added and rub away the tears. So much for being mature Mark. Great you broke down infront of a patient.

Jaebum laughed. He laughed as if everything I said was nothing, but dirt. He stood up and walk to me.

"A coward? Just so you know doctor. I was there the time he abused my sister. I was there hearing each and every scream and cry. I was there how he mercilessly closed the door infront of my face so I can't see...I can't see the ugly side of Jackson...His not my bestfriend and he will never be....Talk all you want but that doesn't matter to me...."Jaebum said as stern as possible.

"You risking yourself to him would be your greatest regret...You're not healing a patient...You're making a monster" he said.His words covered with spike. He came close and whispered something to me.

"Before you even know it...You're already at my sister's place."

Those words sent chills and I can't stand being with Jaebum. He smiled wickedly and walk to his bed.

I looked at him one last time before I left. I opened the door and saw Youngjae looking back at me waiting.

"Is it finish? Why so fast?" I let him hold the medication.

"You check up on him. I'll be at my office" I said but before I could go he grab my hand.

"Doc. you still have one patient left.l" He reminded me and I pulled my hand away proceeding to my office.

Right now. If I should be honest.cI don't know what I feel right now. The anger, sadness and doubts all bottled in inside of me...I like Jackson a lot to the fact thaf I know he is different. I know that inside him there's still light and I just have to grab a hold on it and ignite it more. I'm doing improvements but because of me, Jackson is going back and that's my doubt.

I'm not finding Jackson...Instead I'm the reason why maybe Jackson will get lost again...Lost because of me.

I'm not good for him.

Because it will really be dangerous if Jackson return back my feelings...

It will be chaos.

The room I entered was no help. It's quiet and lock me away from everything but it did nothing to calm my feelings.

Last patient....