The Bad Boy And The Good Girl

Chapter Twelve: The Diary (Part Two)

Ethan's Pov

I looked behind the book. I was shocked to see the writing on the back. It said:

Dear Ethan,

If you're reading this, that means I have confessed to you. It also means that I have left you. I have to move back. I'm sorry I make you fell bad. The key to the lock of the diary is in...a code only you will understand...

The clue: Where vampire hides when it is daytime..

I was shocked to read that. I felt my tears running down my cheeks. I'm sorry I make you feel bad.

Now the clue...then I remembered the conversation when me and Sophie went to the movies with my parents. We watched a movie about vampires. Then I created a joke that....

"Vampires hide under the bed when it is daytime"

I quickly looked under my bed. I saw a box. I took it out. It was dusty. I brush of the dust. "I don't remember having this box." I said. I opened it and revealed a key under a note. I took out the note and it said.

Dear Ethan,

If you're reading this, it means you have found my key to my diary. Which means you are now reading what is inside my mind for the past three months. Please bear in mind that this is my thoughts. If you feel heartbroken...then I'm sorry. (Please flip the note.)

I flipped the note. I was shocked and at the same time crying again. It said:

I love you Ethan. I will always make you happy no matter what. Even if it kills me. I will stay by your side even though you have Jackie to stay by your side. I will love you and will never betray you even though you betrayed me and crush my heart into a million pieces. I will still stay by your side. Until death...

I put the note on the table so I could put it in a safe place. I can't believe I did this to her. She loved me a lot. I gotta admit. Jackie never loved me this much. The only thing she did was just kissing me on the cheeks.

I took the key. And the top part had a heart shaped note. It was in a form of a keychain. It said: Who is your crush?: Ethan Sandrew. I was shocked. But I kept calm. I sat on my bed. I took the book and insert the key at the lock. Then it opened. I open the book to the first page. It said:

My diary..

From yours truly, Sophie Hayden

My feelings these past three months...

If you're reading this Ethan, I'm sorry if I make you heartbroken. But hey, you still have Jackie right?

I was shocked. I shook my head. "Jackie is no longer my girlfriend. I don't care for her. Tomorrow I will break up with her." I said to myself​. Then I read the diary, flipping pages one by one. From there I can feel her pain, depression, her happy times, and all kinds of emotion. It is flowing inside me as I read. Especially the part when she walked alone going to the School Carnival. She saw me and Jackie and she didn't came to us because she doesn't want to disturb us. Wow. She loved me a lot. Then I went to the last page. It was that night.....the party....

She said:

The last day for my diary...

Dear diary.

I'm sorry, but I will go away because my family had some issues. I'm not sure that I'll be back or not. I am going to leave you to Ethan. Because I want him to read this book. Because I care about him. I understand him. And I want him to understand me. I already put the box with my spare key to the lock of this diary, leave my locker unlocked and the only thing left is....for me to confess to him, my crush, my dream man, my love. If I were his girlfriend. I would call him Honey, Baby, Sugar, or my favourite one, my one hunky, sexy, handsome man. Haha!! Yeah... I wished that happened..but as you can see I will leave and he has someone else....which is Jackie..

I hope that I will be back and meet him. I hoped. Maybe...after I settled the family issue...I will came back...to his house...by that time maybe he already married with Jackie. Maybe...but like I always say, I will stay by his side. Even if it kills me. I hope that he understands me. Because I love him. And not because he looks handsome. It's because I know that deep in his heart...he is a kind, gentle, and generous man. My hunky man, haha!!!

Well that's all...

See you again, maybe...

I love you, Ethan...

I was speechless. Heh, my one hunky, sexy, handsome man. I chuckled. Yeah...I like her to call me that. Then I closed the book. I lay down on the bed.

Well that was it.

I'm happy but sad....

And my final decision....

Is to marry Sophie...

I don't like Jackie....

To me...she is full of lust...

She's not worth it...

But Sophie...

She's worth it...

She believes in me...

I believed in her...

She understands me..and accepts me for who I am...

And I understand her...but I was too late...

Until then I will wait for you...my love

I can feel my conciousness fading. I looked at the book. I hug it. Then I fell asleep...

So that's the end of this chapter

So how do you like it?

To cheesy?

Well I'm 16....so get used to it haha!!

Until then...

See you later....