In Between

In Between : I Do Realized Now !

After a few minutes , the cab stops to my place . I pay the cab driver and stepped outside while the cab leaves . I slowly stepped forward to our gate . I suddenly think about Cedric's flight on Tuesday . I slowly bite my lips as I opened the gate . I locked the gate with a flowing mind . As I go to my room after I enter to my house . I moderately sat to my bed next to my window .

I stared down to the people outside my window . I saw that several peoples​ are busy . I also saw my childhood friend , named Demi Carter . She was 11 years old like me and we spend more time than her other friends . She always go to the place where the skaters in our town is hanging out with me . She was short because she's a latina . She was also brown and black curvy hair . Her eyes were very round and brown .

Then I lie down at my bed where I was sitting on . I slowly shut my eyes .

Tomorrow morning , I felt very exhausted and tired . Therefore I decided to open my closet and get my clothes for tomorrow . I mean tomorrow was the moving up day . I get my white dress and the white boots for the play and the black dress and black boots for the performance .

As I put my clothes to wear in my green ' n pink bed , I also take off my pajamas and put it in my hamper . Then I stepped closer to my bathing area and take a bath .

AFTER 20 MINUTES ...............

I go out from the bathing area and start to wear my casual clothes fresh from the closet . And I also pick up a glass with water .

Then I unexpectedly saw the photo of me and Cedric inside the green mug , that I was putting all my experiences being a grade 5 student . Just important memories like making new friends , having a bond with my friends and the first time I meet my crush .
Lizzie always take the photo but she didn't take the first meeting of me and Joshua . Because she forget her camera .

As I try to get the photo I accidentally spilled the water I'm holding then I let go the photo that I was holding into the floor area that has the spilled water . I try to get the photo but it slowly fades then dissolved . Because it was just made out of paper .

Yet Ali came by with the clothes she wish to launder . Therefore I beg her to clean my mess then I swiftly get out from my place . I took my bike with me and start pedalling .

I looked around me as I was biking . I saw different kinds of family . Some are tender loving family like the family of my best friend Lizzie . Some are dreaming and wishing that one day his wife can bear kids , but she can't ' cause she have problem about
her uterus . Some are crying and missing their kids because the two of their children was in abroad working for them while the other one is taking 4rth year college .

Then I realized that my family is like the first family I saw . Then I just do biking all day , to review my doings or what you call the "me time" . And when I came to my house I saw Lizzie with her sister Camille Adams , chattering with my family . So I excitedly enter to my house as Lizzie and Camille suddenly gave me a hug . That actually makes me comfortable . Then I fastly run to my room , locked the door and crying alone in a room that has 2 dress and 2 boots in the bed .