Vipers Posion: Toxic Romance; Book 2

Chapter 23: Couples Fight.... Right?

M.S.'s POV
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Waking up with a start, I looked around... how did I get in the hotel? What did I do last night?... where... am I? Sakura woke up and streched, looking at me she then glared. "Why must you get drunk right after you propose?" I blinked... oh my god... I proposed?! "I proposed?!?!" She rolled her eyes. "Were you drunk when you did that too!?" She asked angrily, I have upset her and I don't know what I did tho!! "Saki! Why are you mad at me? What did I do?!" She rolled away from me and crossed her arms. "I don't think I can marry someone who lies..." "Sakura!! Explain to me what happened and I might be able to apo--" "might?! You better be able to apologize! Or you can forget about ever marrying me! Or seeing me! Because I did not like what you did!!" "What the Fuck did I do?!" "You got drunk last night! You proposed to me before that, then Brandon knocked you out, and you got drunk with him!! Then you were dancing with other girls, you couldn't even walk straight, you even tried to have sex with me!!!" That word coming out of her mouth was weird... this means she really is mad... "and you passed out and didn't even apologize! I don't even think I can stay with you anymore!! I know it was only a little thing but... I don't want a drunk husband twenty-four-seven!! Let alone a girlfriend!!" Her face was red with anger. I stared at her, anger boiling up inside me. "It wasn't my fault I got drunk!!! I probably didn't even know I got drunk! And you wanna blame me for something I didn't mean to happen?! How am I supposed to know what I'm doing when I'm drunk!!?" "You shouldn't have gotten drunk in the first place!!" She cried. "Well I'm sorry that sometimes alcohol is the only thing I can turn to for escape!! Escape from the world, from life, from everything!!!" "Why are you so stubborn!!!?" Tears streamed down her cheeks. "I didn't want you to date me at first! Because I knew you
were bad for me! But I took a chance and thought you would change!! But you never did!!!" "Why are you blaming me for my past?! I didn't mean to wonder in your house!!!" "I wish you never did wonder in my house!! I wish I called the cops on you when I first seen you in my house!!!! I should have called the cops when you were alseep!!! I should have killed myself long before I met you! Because now I really want to!!!" She got up off the bed and ran to the door. "I don't want to be with you anymore!!! I can't do this!!! Were done!!!" She then slammed the door as I sat there, my ears turned down and tears streaming down my face, my heart was beating out of my chest... did... did... did we just... break-up?... I laid there and sat up on the bed... everything around me getting cold.. I hugged my knees to my chest and rocked myself. Crying while doing it. I couldn't stop.. this is all my fault... why can't I do anything right?! Now I've broken her heart and it was all my fault!!! And I fucking blamed myself for it!! Why am I such a terrible person?! Why did I even have to... why did I say the things I just said to her... I'm sorry... I'm so... so... so sorry.. I'm sorry... my heart stopped beating and my entire insides were cold, I was completely oblivious to everything, ringing in my ears began, and I cried harder, falling over in the bed, I cried into the blanket, I felt like I just died... "this is my fault.... she doesn't need me... she deserves so much better... she needs better..... but I love her... I'm sorry... I'm so... so sorry... I'm sorry... I love you so much... I'm sorry... I'm so sorry... I'm sorry..."

Sakura's POV
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I laid in Kyle's bed crying, hugging myself I couldn't Handle this.... why did I do that... why did I say those things... I know how hard it is for her... why didn't I just calm down and let her explain?! Why can't I do anything right?! Why didn't she let Brother Laurence just kill me... it would have been so much better without me around... I'm sorry... I'm so sorry... why can't I understand her... why can't I be caring for once?! Why am I so selfish... I cried harder as I thought of all the things I said... why can't I understand her... Oh M.S.... I'm sorry... I won't last a day without you... I feel like I'm dying... I feel so wimpy without her... why did I end it... maybe I should go and apologize... no... what if she doesn't want me anymore? Then what will I do? Oh I'm sorry... I'm so sorry M.S.... why can't I understand you.... Kyle walked in and gasped, quickly running to me, he hugged me. "What happened little sis? I'm here for you~" he hugged me as I cuddled into his shirt.