Vipers Posion: Toxic Romance; Book 2

Chapter 6: LIAR

M.S.'s POV
°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°

I blinked open my eyes as the fresh morning air and blinding morning light flooded into the room, looking over at Sakura, I smiled and laid my arm across her, closing my eyes once again, I snuggled up to her, She smiled in her sleep and cuddled into my arms, breathing softly... ahh.... the living... I forgot how it felt to be alive... with feeling, and pink skin... now it's just grey and nothing... her rosy cheeks and pink lips taunting me. But I didn't care. I love being dead. I stroked a stray piece of hair out of her eyes and tucked it delicately behind my ear. Yeah... my day form makes my heart beat and makes me look like a normal person... but.... it's fake.... my hearts not actually beating... its just for emergencies... to make people think I'm still alive. I wonder how Sakura feels about dating a zombie... she's probably scared to death of me... but... she doesn't seem like she'd be scared...she seems perfect fine... after convincing myself, I sat up in bed and stretched... still feeling tired... I ignored that, because I'm always tired. I smiled and looked around. Something didn't seem right. Looking in every corner and crease in the room for something out of place in the area. I seen nothing and shrugged, laying back down, I was soon forced to jolt back up in surprise as I hard a familiarly terrible voice speak. "Why did you think killing us would make everything better? Why didn't you listen to me when I told you that I loved you?" I clenched my teeth and looked at the mirror. There he stood in all his hideous glory. "Dad.." he looked up and smiled. "Yes?" Heh... "I thought I fucking killed you you dumb bastard..." I hissed with poison dripping from my lips. His smile faded into a saddend frown. "Honey what happ--" I stood up as my tail fell off the bed and curled up in annoyance, and my tongue flicking out. "You know exactly what happen!!
you act like you didn't do anything! You act like your the good guy when neither of you were the fucking hero you dumbass!! I was the abused one and you didn't even have enough fucking sense to think, we'll damn! Mayne my daughter might want to have a normal life and be happy for once instead of us going into her room for no reason and dragging her down to the fucking basement, then chaining me to the same damn pole you tried to fucking rape me on!!! " he looked at me. "Baby! I was drunk! You can't blame me for something that happen when I was--" I laughed and gripped my hair in my hands, watching him step out of the mirror and walk towards me, I hissed when he got closer. "I fucking hate you!! Get away from me!!!" I then grabbed my hand gun off of my desk and aimed it at him, shaking rapidly. Still holding my hair, I felt the tears pouring out of my eyes, I shook and trembled as he held his hands up and walked to me, then he hugged me. I growled and hissed, spitting acid all over his shoulder, he hugged me tighter. "Why won't you understand that I didn't mean any of that?! I loved you! You were my only daughter and you were the best daughter a man could have!!" I pulled the trigger as he gasped and I heard glass shatter. Sakura shot up quickly, I had a blank expression in my eyes, staring off into the distance I didn't blink. My tongue flicking out every time I talked. He kept gasping as a stain formed on his shirt, and the bloody hole making it obvious I had shot him in the heart. He gripped his chest and began to pant. I then looked at him. "W-Why?" He asked with his life fading from his eyes. I kept staring. "Because I never fucking loved you." And he fell over, tears in his eyes, as they rolled down his cheeks, his last breath was out as he laid there, I fell to my knees and cradled myself as I held the gun to my chest, and mumbling words unknown
to even me, Sakura rushed off the bed as she quickly came to my aid, there was blood splattered on the wall in front of me, and glass shattered all over the floor. I gasped and kept rocking back and forth, as her comforting arms embraced me. "M.S.! Calm down! M.S.! Speak to me! Are you okay! Stop it! Stop! Calm down!" She turned me to her and gripped my shoulders, "M.S.!!" I stared into her eyes as blood flooded from my lips, I looked down with widened eyes as everything was shaking and trembling in my vision, I seen the bullet hole in my chest with the gun pressed to it, I kept gasping as the blood drenched my white sports bra. DJ burst into the room, "what happened?!" It questioned frantically, Sakura looked up from me to it, then me again. DJ looked at the glass then my wound. It then rushed over and dragged Sakura off of me, she struggled back to me, I reached out for her, our fingers almost touching, but DJ pulled me back, I sighed as DJ spoke. "You don't need to be around her Sakura, she's unstable and not fit to be in a relationship, your sleeping with me and Jasp, and I don't care if you think she's safe, she's not, she's an insane killer, now stop being stubborn and come on!! I refuse to let you get hurt!" Sakura struggled against its grip and pulled, "no!! You don't understand!! Let me go!! She's safe!! I know this!!!" "DAMNIT! I'M NOT LETTING YOU GET HURT!!" DJ yelled as it dragged her
out, I sat there, hugging myself. I quickly grabbed a blade from my drawer... it won't help..but I feel I need to.. I began to actually cry.
Whispering I shivered. "Why dose she want me?" I pressed the blade down on my arm and watched the blood seep through the slits in my skin now... "why isn't she afraid?" A second cut. "Why can't I just die?" Third cut. Going further up my arm. "Why do I have to live... she doesn't need me.." fourth cut. "Why can't I be normal?!" Fifth. Deeper. More blood... "their gonna regret it..." sixth. "I'm not asking much... I just want love... and care...." seventh. "Why can't she just hate me.." eighth. "Why. Can't. I. Ever. Have. Peace." Ninth. "Without her my life means nothing..." tenth. "Not a normal human being.." eleventh. "Why do I...I...." I crawled into the bed, setting the knife down on the bed, blood pouring out of my wounds, I laid there. Slowly blacking out... blood loss... making me dizzy... I didn't feel pain... sadly... I grabbed the knife and sliced open my other arm, crying, I slowly lost consciousness... passing out. I dropped the knife on the bed..