Vipers Posion: Toxic Romance; Book 2

Chapter 27: Remembering The Past...

M.S.'s POV
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I stared at the bullet hole in disbelief... I don't ever remember seeing her die with me....

Flash back

The sky was filled with a lead rain, I looked over at her and hugged her to me, placing her head under my neck, and shielded her from most of the bullets. When I was cut off by a horrible sensation in my throat, and when I looked down at Yuki, there was a hole in her face, in between her eyes. I felt tears rolling down as I watched fall, and me going with her, blackness surrounding me, and my breathing stopped, I was gone... we were gone... still hand-in-hand...

Flash back ended

Staring into the girls eyes, I felt sadness and anger fill me to the brim... then confusion... I didn't know what to feel!! I... don't know what to do?!... what do I do?! Wha... I looked at Sakura, then back at Yuki... I seen the pain of there pasts clash together with me in them, on the verge of killing both of them... I fell in love with them..... damnit... what's wrong with me... why do I Fuck up everyone's life?! Why am I such a player... why am I such a failuer? Why am I such a... disappointment...? "M.S.?! Who's it gonna be?! Me or her?!" "M.S.!! You proposed to me! You can't just leave!!!" "M.S.!! You said you'd marry me!!" "You said you'd make all the pain go away!" "Don't leave me for her!! What happened to the vows?!" "M.S.! Don't leave me!! Your the best thing that's ever happened to me!!" "M.S.!! You promised!!!" "M.S.--" "STOP IT!!! STOP IT RIGHT NOW!!! I CAN'T HANDLE THIS!!!" I got up and quickly rushed to the dock and into an ally way. Hugging myself I held my head with my hands. Breathing heavily, I tried to untangle the knots of thoughts and voices in my head, I sighed and slid down to sit against the wall. Rubbing my temples, I closed my eyes... is there some way I can get out of this mess? What can I do? I'm so confused... all these feelings and thoughts jumbling together to make some type of super-problem.. Yuki still wants me to love her... but... I love Sakura... so much... and I proposed to her... I love Sakura.... I want to be with her forever... but the feelings Yuki gave me made me feel alive... but... like I said... I only loved her for her body.. I think.... I don't know... I probably don't even know what I'm talking about... what was I talking about? I looked up at the wall to find a small glowing orb dancing in place. I got on my knees and looked at it closer. Confused and curious, I reached put to touch it, but before I was able to poke it with my index finger, I was met with a pair of glowing yellow eyes and a meow. "Meow!!! Hello!! You called?" I fell backwards as she giggled. A pair of cat ears, and a tail made her more cat-like than human. Wait... don't I know her.... I do.... "Kimi?" "That's my name! Don't wear it out!!" She giggled, hovering above me. "I see your confused, what can I help you unconfuse about!!" She giggled again at her own made-up word. I rolled my eyes and looked at her. "What are you supposed to be, like my fairy-god-mother or something?" She shook her head. "Nope! I'm more of gene!! Just for you!" She said poking my nose. I cringed as she did then stared at her. "Alright then... I don't understand what is happening... these feelings that I have are so confusing... I love Sakura... but I feel like I also love Yuki... I want Sakura... but not Yuki... she makes me feel amazing... while I don't even think I loved Yuki for anything more but her body... but... I don't know... I'm confused..." Blinking quickly she smiled.
"Easy to fix! Who do you love more? Yuki or Sakura?" "I don't know..." "who did you propose to first?" "Sakura.." "who has the most relatable past to you?" I thought for a moment then spoke. "Sakura..." "who makes you feel the best?" "Sakura..." "who knows all of your secrets?" "Sakura..." "I was hoping you'd say Yuki, but there you go... Sakura is yours. You need her." "Can't you just.... hey... you said your like a gene right?" She nodded. "Yep!!" "Ans if I ask for something you have to obey?" She nodded again. "Yep, Yep!!" "Well... how do I get a wish then?" "By asking silly!!" She winked. I nodded. "Right... uh... I want a wish..." "and what's that?" "I command you to erase Yuki's memory of me. Kimi's bubbly attitude changed to saddened. "As you wish...." she then closed her eyes and moved her hands around in a circle and aimed it at Yuki, a gold ring forming as it shot through the air, hitting her right in the back and falling over, face first into the sand. I chuckled softly as Kimi looked at me. "There you go..." "thank you!" "I was hoping you'd give her a chance... I gave her a chance... why couldn't you?" She said as she dissolved into the little ball of light and shot into the sky. I blinked and walked back out, looking around cautiously, I made my way to the beach again, I slowly walked up to Sakura and Yuki, Sakura looked at me, hope in her eyes. "M.S.?" I then walked around the unconscious Yuki and sat down beside Sakura, I quickly wrapped my arms around her and hugged her to me. Then pulling away and kissing her breifly. "I love you..." I whispered as she blushed and smiled. "I love you too..~" looking down at Yuki, she soon woke up and looked around, holding her head She looked over at me and smiled brightly. "Well hello~ there~" oh no... "not another damn Scarlet!!!" I angrily yelled, Yuki stared at me on a love struck expression. I fell over into Sakura's lap and closed my eyes. At least she's not fighting over me... like she was before... but she will be fighting... with Sakura like Scarlet... sighing in annoyance, I felt Sakura begin to stroke my hair gently as Yuki swooned over me. Why am I burdened with such beauty? I asked myself with a smirk.