save me | kim taehyung

6. Lost

Krystal's POV

I placed my hand where my cheek was now red and looked at Yoongi oppa, the tears now trickling down my face. 

"HOW DARE YOU!" I heard Jimin oppa's voice shout. The next thing I saw was Jimin oppa's fist making contact with Yoongi oppa's face. He stumbled backwards, his hand placed on now bleeding mouth. It didn't take too long for him to react; he threw a powerful punch at Jimin oppa sending him almost flying towards me. Jimin oppa stood up and almost immediately retaliated, once again attempting to throw a punch at Yoongi oppa. I can't watch this. 

I got up with all my effort and walked over to them, trying to stop the fight that had just begun.

"Guy, stop!" I shouted. They didn't seem to hear me so I decided to shout louder. "STOP!!!" Jimin oppa seemed to hear me but Yoongi oppa didn't; he continued throwing punches at Jimin oppa. I stood infront of Jimin oppa. "I SAID STO-" I felt intense pain on the left side of my cheek. Again? My head was turned to the side due to the sudden contact Yoongi oppa's fist made with it. 

Yoongi's POV

What the hell did I just do? I hit her... again. I looked at her as she slowly turned to look back at me. She didn't utter a single word. Instead, she walked away from me, back into the kitchen. She seemed to take something from the drawers but I was unable to see what it was. After that, she headed upstairs without taking a glance behind her. Jimin watched her as she weakly climbed the stairs before turning his head to face me. 

"What the hell is wrong with you, hyung?" he inquired. I didn't even know myself what it was that was wrong with me. How could I answer his question? At one point, I hated Krystal because I felt that she was the reason why our parents were killed but on the other hand, I felt intense remorse for her because she had to go through so much at such a young age and because of me. I didn't even know what to think at this point. 

"I don't know," I replied. A look of confusion plastered Jimin's face. 

"What do you mean you don't know?" he asked. I sighed.

"I don't know anymore. I want to hate her because it's her fault our parents are gone but at the same time... I can't. All the things you guys say keep repeating in my mind (I am sorry for this crappy chapter, I legit have no plan at all for it 😅)," I responded. Jimin's anger seemed to die down; it wasn't as evident on his face anymore. 

"Hyung... What exactly do you want to do about the situation?" he questioned, taking a seat on the couch, signalling me to sit beside him. I did as he told me.

"Honestly, I want to apologise but I can't do it. Every time I think about apologising, the thought of her pleading and begging comes to mind and I start hating her all over again," I said. 

"I think you need some time, hyung. Take some time to figure everything out. Figure out what your beliefs are on the situation. Figure out what your feelings are towards Krystal. Figure out what exactly you want to do. Once you've done that, you can apologise, if that's what you want to do. It's what you should do, to be honest. But if you need some time to decide when you want to do that, feel free," he explained. I nodded my head slowly, understanding what he was telling me. "And, if you feel like you're starting to hate her again, think positive. Her intention was good; we all know that. Think about all the good things she does, all the times she's been there for you, all the fun times you've had together. That might help." 

"Okay. I'll try. Thanks though," I said, looking at him. He smiled slightly. 

"No problem, hyung. I'm always here if you need someone to talk to," he responded. I returned the slight smile.