trust issues: a lucas coly love story

Chapter 70:: 1 Less Friendship

Deja's POV

Lucas will not talk to me at all. i mean now i'm starting to feel bad cause i mean it was an accident, i'm not gonna lie and say it was pregnancy brain or any of that. It's like we don't even live in the same house anymore. I'm always at Zhay's house, everytime i walk into the room Lucas leaves and goes into another. He hasn't said ANYTHING to me...at all. Have i lost my baby?

Deja: come on Trinity *holding out hand*
Trinity: where are we going *playing in Lucas hair*
Deja: to aunties house
Trinity: oh boy *runs towards deja*
Lucas: be safe...tootie
Trinity: bye daddy

2 hours later...

Deja: it's like he won't talk to me at all. it's been a week *sheds a tear*
Zhay: i don't know, maybe he really took it to heart because he really loves you and the fact that Khalil's name came out your mouth hurts him
Deja: i can't take this any longer
Zhay: it'll be okay sis, i promise you
Deja: well ima head home
Zhay: you can leave Trinity here, go get some rest and DONT STRESS you have twins on the way
Deja: i'll try not to, thanks

15 minutes later...

Deja's POV

Lucas isn't home. he's probably out cheating somewhere, just cause (1) he can't get pussy from me (2) he hates me. i just don't understand, i just want to die right now

so i guess i'll go to sleep.

NOBODY'S POV

the doctor comes in as i'm in excruciating pain, the doctor comes in "Miss Escobar, i'm not sure if your twins will make it"
"Why?"
"They aren't strong enough to live and they will kill you if they stay in the womb any longer"
Deja knew that at this point this was a life or death situation. She wants her twins to live a happy healthy life, but she also wants to live HER life. With Lucas not by her side, it was even harder to deal with.
"Just kill me. I want my twins alive"
"If you so say"
The doctor puts Deja into the deepest sleep as possible. Let's her twins stay in the womb and let them have a life"

"Deja Escobar and her twins have passed" the doctor explained to Zhayla and August on how he did not want her to pass, but it was her decision"

END---

Deja: *wakes up* STOP STOP IM ALIVE? MY BABIES HELP

Lucas POV

I hear Deja upstairs screaming and yelling, my heart is telling me to go upstairs and check on her but my brain is telling me to stay down here. I want to check on her, i really do; but it just hurts to look at her to know she called me another nigga's name. Especially the one she let my CHILD call him daddy. No matter how far i step up out the picture, no other male will hold the title Daddy besides me.

Lucas: i can't do this man *sheds a tear and walks out the door*

30 minutes later...

??: you sure you wanna do this man?
Lucas: yes, i wanna go into the deepest sleep as possible
??: no man don't do it
Lucas: i can't *crying*
??: don't you got a baby on the way?
Lucas: MY BABIES *runs out*

Lucas: *knocking on the door*
Zhay: damn why you beating the door so hard?
Lucas: i need you *crying* i need somebody
Zhay: come in man
Lucas: *sits*
Zhay: what's wrong?
Lucas: i love Deja but it hurts to look at her to know she called me another nigga's name
Zhay: Lucas it was a mistake, i promise you it wasn't meant to do NO types of harm
Lucas: i just don't know man...i don't know if i can take this any longer
Zhay: take what?
Lucas: life.
Zhay: no Lucas no. here wait *gets up and gets the baby*
Lucas: ...
Zhay: here hold Prince *hands him the baby*
Lucas: *holding Prince* feels like when i first held Tootie *smiles*
Zhay: guess what?
Lucas: what?
Zhay: you have two more of that SAME feeling on the way
Lucas: my babies...
Zhay: your wifey man. Deja loves your ass, if you leave her in the world alone with that little beast *points of Trinity* and those newborns she would commit suicide and leave those 3 children to ME
Lucas: damn, that's true.
Zhay: you might be mad, but the only way to get rid of the hurt is to find a cure
Lucas: i guess.
Zhay: now go h-gco