My Wife Is A Cheerleader (Cashby FF)

XI

(4 YEARS LATER)

Alan's POV-

Ryan was old now, he was going out on his first date, with this pretty 16 year old named Jessica, i kissed his forehead, his ginger hair growing longer, reaching the same length as mine, i chuckled as he placed some behind his ear, i cupped his face and hugged him tightly, "Little man, all grown up" i said, his dad came downstairs and hugged him tighter than me, making him get red on both his cheeks, his nose and forehead, he kissed his forehead, "You go burn that restaurant down" he replied, loosening on him and kissing both his cheeks, "Where would i be without you guys?" he asked, grabbing us both for tight hugs, he palmed his face and started to cry in his dad's chest, "Smile for the camera,Aus, i mean, everyone" i said, looking down at him and kissing his ear cutely, making him sink more into his chest, Austin looked up at the camera and flashed a smile, i flashed a grin and he just continued sinking himself into Austin's chest, i flashed it and posted it to instagram

@AlanAshby- The little man has grown 😍 I can't believe it!16 already!😭😭😭 first date already!, he won't be calling me Mama anymore!💔💔💔

@AustinCarlile We won't be having him around for long! soon he's gonna be getting married and stuff /\/\/\ I'M NOT GONNA SURVIVE THIS!

@Zack_Carlile16 you'll bring me home grandkids xo

i posted the picture, i checked the time and it was only 1:16 PM, "What time are you going for her?" i asked, he nodded, "1:19" He replied, "Baby hold" he looked up at Austin, since he was as skinny and short as me, Austin rolled his eyes and placed his arms under his son's legs, he picked him up as if he were a baby, his knees shooting out as Austin cuddled him, he wrapped an arm around Austin's shoulder, Austin kissed his forehead and he shoved his head into Austin's neck, smelling and sniffing and crying

I slid out my phone and flashed another photo to upload it, Austin looked at me and smiled and Ryan glanced at the camera and gave me a small smile

@AlanAshby-😍😘💋 my babies!!! @AustinCarlile &  Zack_Carlile16

"Oh my god!, Ryan!, it's 1:37!, oh my goodness!, go on!" Austin yelled, putting Ryan back to his feet, he flattened his suit, "Hold on a minute" i said, picking a white rose and cutting off the bottom with the thorns, i placed it in his pocket and kissed his forehead

"You go on and have fun!" i said, kissing his forehead, "What about?.." before he could complete his sentence i smiled and smacked his shoulder sweetly, "Joshua will be fine, if he cries i'll calm him down, he's asleep now anyways" i said, he took the car keys, i smiled and waved at him, soon, he was gone to go on his first date

Joshua tumbled down the last two stairs and started to cry, "Oh..God" Austin looked at him, before snapping back to the world and picking him up from the ground, "Someone got a little bruise, it's okay,Papa is here" he said, kissing the side of his little one's head

"Ryan?." he called, his sweet little voice cracked from the amount of crying he did, "Ryan went out with your Aunty" Austin said, trying to make it sound a bit cheery, "Ry!" he started to cry, loudly, tears running down his little fat cheeks, "Come on" i said, taking him from Austin, "What's wrong?, aren't you happy Ry is gonna get married?" i asked, perching him on the side of my waist, he placed his head onto my chest, sniffing, "He won't love me anymore" he said, rubbing his nose, his brunette hair like Austin's flying around, i played with it

"Baby,no.., of course Ryie would love you, you think he would leave you for anyone else?" i asked, this moment reminded me of when i was about to get married to Austin, how my little sister Kimberly reacted, i started to sob, Austin held me close, "Ssh you two" he whispered kissing both of our foreheads

"It reminds me so much of that day!" i yelled, Joshua fought to go to the ground, i placed him on his feet and he hugged Austin's leg, Austin kissed my forehead again, "I love you" he said, rubbing soft circles around my back, "It reminds me of it!" i yelled, punching his huge chest with my little skinny fists rolled into a ball, suddenly they dropped to the side, i continued sobbing, Joshua lied down on the couch and watched TV, i didn't even care, i wondered how Kimberly was doing,what she was doing and how much she missed me, and how much i obviously wished i never had to go from her and my other little jewel of a sister

TAHROWBACKUH-

"Please don't leave,Alan" she cried, i had no choice, my parents needed the money for bills, their schoolfees and other things which were important around the house, my suitcase of clothes was already out in Austin's car, i mouthed "be there in a few", he flashed a thumbs up and took out his phone, "Alan!" she bawled, biting my mom's arm, she ran into my stomach, wrapping her arms around my waist, i hugged her back and kissed her forehead, "I will be right there next to you, Kim" i said, tears couldn't help it but to sting my eyes, i ruffled her short brown hair, which had the same length as mine and was curly, but just brown, Mom came back towards us, she hugged me tightly and kissed my forehead, "My sweet pumpkin pie" she replied, ruffling my ginger hair making me laugh, she kissed the tip of my nose, "I know, your fully grown, you'll be fine though,right?" she asked, i nodded, "Of course" i turned out of her arms, she let me go, Kimberly sobbing as she held her hand tightly to prevent her from running to me, "I love you Kim" i whispered, opening Austin's car door and never looking back

END OF THRAOWBACKUH

I cried into Austin's shoulder, he kissed my forehead, if it weren't for him, where would i be?

Austin's POV-

Alan was gentle and turned on to cry easily, fuck, well that was way fucking harder to turn him on to fuck with you, the only time he'd fuck with me, is if he wanted a child, i picked him up like a bride, Joshua fell asleep on the couch, i covered him up with one hand, i walked outside with him in my arms, i kissed his forehead, "Alan, you know i hate to see you cry" i said, playing with the end of his ginger hair, Ryan had brighter hair than his, "I can't help it, it reminded me so much of that day! and now she commits suicide" he said, placing his head under my neck, yes, his sister Kimberly had died of suicide, Alan was like a walking diary to her, she told him all of her secrets and she kept all of his, when she was alive, "Alan,please" i said, trying to calm him down, i kissed his forehead again, he started punching my chest in anger, trying to vent it out somewhere else, other than his wrists, legs and waist, which was something i realized he used to do on the night of our honeymoon, when i held his waist and felt it was like a cheese grater, when i raised his bra and lace bottom top off, i saw it, bright red and blue wrists on his waist, but i never wanted to leave him even though i knew he did that, i loved him very much, he was so beautiful, perfect and everything about him in my eyes was just so "My" way then again, he was definitely MY type, and i was so happy when my mom decided to get me married to him, because we suffered through thick and thin together, "Alan,your beautiful, please don't cry" i said, he looked up at me, i sat down on the chair with him in my arms, suddenly, i felt something running down my chest, i looked down and saw Alan scratching the scarfed marks on his wrist, i snatched it and kissed it, i grabbed a tissue and wrapped it around his wrist, "Alan,stop,please" i said, he just couldn't, because everytime he tried, he just started again...