My Wife Is A Cheerleader (Cashby FF)

XII- the boy who lost his sanity

Author's notes- This is the second to last chapter of this story, the sequel named "the boy who lost his sanity" another cashby fanfic, will be posted shortly after this, thank you for all of the people who wasted their time to take reads at this story, love you guys! huggies and kissies <3

Alan's POV-

I remembered crying for breath and collapsing onto the bathroom floor, that's all, i didn't even remember Austin bringing me to the hospital, my eyes shot open, i felt red veins literally bulging out of them, i tried to sit up, but i couldn't even move, i felt a thousand needles in my body , liquid pouring in from them, something was shoved from one of my nose holes to another, i touched it and looked down at it, it looked like a pipe, i felt something weird on my forehead, i felt it, it seemed like a bandage, then when i did realize it, it was a bandage, a cotton bandage, i'm pretty sure my skin doesn't feel like the stuffing of a soft lambie teddy bear from Joshua's collection of teddy-bears, speaking of Joshua, remembering my family, i sat up, my back started to ache, i placed it against the pillow, that made it a bit more soothing for me, i looked around again, the room was painted blue, the heart monitor on me making small beeping noises, pictures of doctors and patients or whoever were pasted in brightly colored frames. i looked outside of the glass viewing door, i saw Austin with his head in his hands, Ryan sleeping next to him and Joshua opposite of them playing, i needed to get his attention, i started kicking on the bed, Ryan opened his eyes and rubbed them, when noticing what i was doing, he shook Austin who dropped his hands to his knees and got up, he opened the door quickly, followed by the other two boys

"Alan...? you'll be fine okay" he said, i sat up a bit, he hugged me and passionately kissed me, i smiled during the kiss, Joshua hugged me, i looked at him, tears in my eyes, "Mama, are you gonna be okay?" he asked, a tear flew down, "of course, i'll be okay, when i come out of here you and i are gonna have a party" i said, Joshua giggled, i kissed his forehead, Ryan cupped my face, "Oh mom, tell me your gonna be fine and mean it" he said, pain in some parts of his voice, i chuckled and kissed his forehead too, "of course i'm gonna be fine" i said , "How did things go with Sterling?" i asked, seeing his, Austin and Joshua's face dropping a bit, i looked at the two of them and then back at Ryan, "Uhm, well long story short, he's not into girls...." Austin's voice trailed off, Joshua placed both his index fingers into both his ears, "So, he's intrested in?..." my voice trailed off,leaving a question mark sound at the end, "Boys" he said, i couldn't help it, i had to smile, "Sweetie, that's amazing, it's like me and your dad"

"whose the lucky guy?" i asked again

"Vic Fuentes" he replied

WHO?

"You mean the 40 year old?" i asked, he nodded, backing up a bit to the hospital room wall, Pedophile, this mother-fucking pedophile, i couldn't control my anger, i busted through one of the needles, leaving blood pouring out from the hole on my skin, it ached, Austin grabbed a bandage and pasted it onto it, he kissed it, "please don't be so angry" he said, kissing my forehead, then i saw the short long brown haired Mexican at the door, he wore a suit and held a get well balloon and some flowers, he placed it at the table next to my bed, i looked up at him...

He had a smile, worried smile on his face, he held Ryan's hand, "What happened?" i asked, He smiled, "Ryan is a gem of a boy, and i want to be the one to treat him right and give him everything he needs" he said, softly, Ryan blushed, the locked both of their palms together, a tear flew down my face

"I'm not saying i won't let you be with him... but i wanna know what my baby is up against" i said, smiling and holding Austin's hand, "I know i'm 40 and he's 17, but i love him, and right now, it's his love that i was waiting for all the time" he said, turning to Ryan, he caressed his cheek and pulled him closer to his face, their lips smashed together, i placed a hand over Joshua's eyes, "I'm so proud of my baby,Austin" i said, kissing his cheek, "Your not alone" he replied, kissing the side of my lips softly....

Suddenly, i felt my heart fade, i could feel the weakness extending from my heart down to my butt, i pushed over myself onto Austin, he caught me, "You okay?" , i could only make out a "Mhm" but before i knew it, something ran down my nose, i wiped it, blood? nose bleed? i never got this before, why was it happening now, suddenly, i felt something push me back from Austin onto the bed, My vision became blurred, i kept wiping my eyes with my now weak and numb hands to clear my vision, i saw my hectic husband and kids and Vic in front of me, "Doctor!? Doctor!?" i heard Austin's voice on top of everything that was happening in the room, a man in a white coat ran into the room followed by the nurses, "Will he be okay?" i heard Austin's voice suddenly softening, causing tears to form in my already weak eyes, "I'm afraid not, Mr.Carlile" the doctor replied, i was sure he was joking, SO POSITIVELY SURE, that i suddenly saw a bright white light coming through the hospital's window and it was 9:36 in the night, when the vision cleared up, i saw a brown haired human, i presumed, he was wearing white, brown hair and broad white wings, his hands tattooed, that was how i thought he was a human, i was however proven very damn wrong

(some Mitch Lucker here and there and everywhere)

The angel smiled at me

"I'm sorry Mrs.Carlile, I'm afraid this is fate" his faint voice said, "This can't be fucking faith! i have 2 kids and a husband!" i yelled back, seemingly thinking i was being healed, not knowing i was actually being taken away by the angel of death who was so handsome, i presumed , i felt some part of my soul being sucked out, my chest being lifted up and then dropped down, my feet nor bottom parts could move, "Atleast let me kiss him before i go" i managed to say, The Angel pushed Austin onto me, i cupped his cheeks and kissed him, "I'll see you next time, Carlile" i replied, The Angel smiled and suddenly, my vision went dark and i felt myself finished.....

finished for good.....