° Hae Soo °
I stood in front of the bathroom sink, holding the shiny thing tightly in my shaking hand. I slowly brought it up to my wrist before slightly pressing the sharp side on it as I closed my eyes and glided it over, imagining all the dirty stuff that was done to me while I was unconscious.
I opened my eyes, that let some of my tears out, and saw blood oozing out of my wrist and I ignored the slight stinging, that I was enjoying and washed my hands. While washing them I accidentally knocked down a glass, that I have no clue why was there, and it broke. Right after that, and an overreacted gasp made by me, footsteps belonging to my mother were heard as I panicked.
"Fuck, fuck this, fuck the dog I don't even have, fuck everything," I continued muttering profanities under my breath as I quickly hung my bag on my right shoulder, damn it's heavy. I ran towards the small ass window in my room and hurriedly opened it.
My right leg was already out when my mother bursted into the room. Her eyes widen and I saw that her jaw clenched as well as her hand up while charging over to me. I didn't get out fast enough due to the shock so she grabbed a handful of my hair and harshly pulled it and I dropped the bag off of my shoulder- it thankfully fell out of the window. "What the fuck do you think you're doing?!" She exclaimed before slapping me once, "do you think you can just leave like this?!?" She laughed at herself before slapping me again, "oh honey, we both know you shouldn't have been born but at least make me some money then!" She slapped me again and damn my cheek was hurting even more, she continued telling me how worthless I am and what I was supposed while slapping me. "Why are you running away like a fucking pussy you are when you can easily just make me happy and kill yourself here?!" She wanted to slap me again but I pushed her away with the leftover energy I had and she stumbled backwards with her face screaming shock. I got the perfect opportunity to get out.
I jumped out, grabbed my bag and ran as fast as I could towards the woods. After a minute or two I got there and was panting like a dog. I got underneath a big tree and sat there, hugging my knees close to me and let my tears out. Salt tears fell on my wound and it stung as fuck and will probably get infected because I won't clean it but I don't care. Hell, I wouldn't care if someone kills me right now. I leaned my back on the hard wood and closed my eyes while the tears were still continuously falling.
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I don't even know what I wrote I just know its cringe 😂😂😂😂
Today at school I was just casually writing down BTS' songs n the guy I sit with started reading it n then sang the song the title associated him with but ended up singing The Shape Of You ......I died laughing....his voice cracked so many times 😂😂😂😂
That's unimportant n idk y I write it but I wanted to 😂😂😂
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Vampire's Soulmate × 김태형 ×
VampiroA depressed girl with a mother that abuses her and gives her to random men who pay for the night ever since her father was found dead and in new school she meets Taehyung. Around him she always gets a weird feeling but doesn't know why. Read to find...
