i was in biology class (the worst class) when we were talking about the reproductive system. before we started notes i asked my teacher if i could leave. i'm not quite sure how he understood me considering my voice was quiet and shy. he nodded his head and started to write a pass. as he's writing this pass i feel someone staring at me. i immediately get insanely insecure. to make matters worse it was one of the cutest boys in class. it took him probably two minutes to write the pass but it felt like hours. my cheeks were flushed. they felt like they were in fire. i hate my pale red skin. i wished he would stop looking at me. the class clown was cracking jokes in the background but my hearing was muted. he handed me the pass and i rushed out the door. i'm was so happy i am the closest to the door. i stared walking and my hearing went back to normal. my eyesight wasn't blurry anymore. my body stopped having hot flashes and giving me the chills. i was calm again.
this is the first time i'm writing about my mini anxiety attack and it's really stress reliving
incase you're a little slow (i am too don't worry) the titles of the "chapters" will be the date it happened.
