Forevermore [Jongup x Bella x Himchan]

Healed Scars

Bella~ I guess my scars from my ex has healed thanks to secret and BAP. I was so happy that now that I could move on. I have feeling that Himchan is sweet and kind at the same time. My parents will love that guy because he will treat there daughter with kindness. Which is good thing for my bother so he doesn't have to worry about. Jongup is different he is complete geek but funny at same time but have sweet side and dark side to it. The dark side is way he stares at his fans which turns his fans to faint. I guess that what dark side represents for me as girl who is seeing him everyday. I know I can't pick a boyfriend for my family but for me. I don't know at all who to pick Himchan or Jongup.

I just don't want to hurt anyone feelings he said"Don't worry if you have know feeling with me I don't mind just want to be your friend." But still make me worry because he good guy and really nice towards me. Because I have soft side guy  like himchan because he  the guy that girl want in a man. I saw Jongup in the practice room dancing to his solo songs. I went up to take a break so I could do some finish touches on his cheek bone.  He said"Bella nunna how are you dealing with you ex thing?" I nodded that I am fine that I moved on from it and I am more happy. He then said "Am I to sexy to be yours I might have dark side that you might not like. But I will only do it for you."Later on said "If you don't like guys with abs then I understand." 

~At the fan meet~

I was behind the next to the door entrance of the fan meeting. Seeing all the BAP fans make me feel amazed of how much love they have for them. I just don't want to make the wrong move that cause the rumors to accrue. I look how rude is zelo treating himchan which I thought was funny and bit cute at the same time.I then giggle on how that fact on how himchan is fake crying.It's so adorable as big teddy bear that's need a hug every time, and every minute of each day.

How rude can zelo be he is really sweet towards me.

Now himchan face when he fake cries is so adorable for me to take in.

Literally how he can stop fake crying make me want go out there and give him a hug.