Forevermore [Jongup x Bella x Himchan]

Letting her go

~It has been  a year since Bella did Jongup makeup~

Jongup ~ It's been a year since had feeling of love for Bella. Himchan hyung is taking care of Bella now. It was right thing for me to let her go. At least bella is happy that's all I want for her. I was going to practice when I saw Himchan making out with bella. You might think it affected me. I should be the one making out with her. But I don't care it's the past. I prefer being her friend then boyfriend material. They saw me pass by with face of did he see us. Daehyun came up again saying "are you sure about Himchan hyung and bella". I nodded a yes. I told him my true attention towards Bella. He was like I get it know face know that I cared for her, but wanted to be her friend. Yongguk came up as leader way "why don't you tell her that and you wanted to be friend."  I was getting piss of and then said " I'm not allowed to love her?!" With that anger I end up dancing more better then before.  I have cleared my mind of all bella. Now I could just forces on our performance. I practice until the next morning. Until like 2 am in the morning I then spelt in my studio until the members came back. All of them said *have you seen Jongup? * he's not in his dorm room at all said zelo." Himchan came in the door of the practice room notice Jongup was practicing all night."Hey hyungs Jongup been practicing all night and he's sleeping in his studio." Himchan knew this wasn't like Jongup at all which surprise him a bit. Then I woke up at like 10am  noticing that Himchan was waiting for me to get up.I walk pass him like I didn't see him but I did see him. Himchan grab my wist so hard. There were security pulls us apart but,I was willing to say before Himchan. Was going to through slap my face. You make bella happy that's why I move one. I done being second lover. I just don't care about her the way she dose for you. Just keep her smiling we I told Himchan that when I saw bella. Seeing her face made me remember. She held my hand like I was baby and said " it's fine Jongup if you wanted to be my friend."I knew you love me more then Himchan did."He was like you bother for you so that's why you back off." I be glad to be your friend with smile on her face."