Forevermore [Jongup x Bella x Himchan]

My brother is okay with me dating Himchan oppa

Bella~ I was shock that my on brother prefers me dating himchan oppa (brother or boy). My brother told me "Jongup came up to me and told me he's in love with you."Later then said "I think he's pretty cold exterior to me but he seems that you can change me?." I was shocked that brother would even consider that he's cold and mean which he is completely not true. When me and Yongguk went back himchan was literally worried,that his band member Jongup hit me. Yongguk came pushing him back telling him that there was no fighting involved.

Just love how himchan is so protective over me which made me fall in love with him even.  I just wish I had knew that jongup told me. That in the first time I heard it  now I kinda feel bad turning him down. Well I didn't turn him down he turn me down because he thinks that I will get my feelings hurt. Which is kind of sweet like stuff teddy bear, I'm glad  that he did that because he might turn me down if we were dating. He might sleep with another girl  behind my back  because of his sexiness. I am glad to have meant him but he's well mannered guy but will he change for me or he won't?  Yongguk is like my dad but younger version but with abs. Even if I am bit older then him by one year he's there when you need to talk.  Daehyun is acting like my mom but a male version. Which kind made me giggle a bit seeing him in dress will make my day more better. Zelo on the other is my baby brother  that I wish I had in my family.He is so cute and adorable because he is the youngest to me. I went to the hospital before he was getting discharge. I brought him  cute stuff doggy saying " get better and see you soon at work"

I got him a little wolf dog because he reminds me of him which is so cute. I got there with himchan holding my hand. The news about me and himchan dating is true they keep on saying "when are you guys getting married." I could sense himchan face getting red which made me giggle like a little girl.

He was on the top floor in the  private hospital room he saw me and smile. He spoke "n~nunna you come with the other members to." He t hen laughed adorably " Why is Himchan hyung blushing ear to ear." Himchan saying bit out loud "I'm not blushing zelo hyung now stop bugging me about it." then pouted cutely. I could help but giggle a lot  I started cry yongguk knew I told himchan I wasn't feeling well. He took me to my house so I could cry out loud and  i text himchan that it wasn't him that I am crying about.  I was crying about jongup and how his feeling for me is growing to strong for me. I end not eating for a week or two because I think jongup is mine or not.. I don't know.