Should I let her go?

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~Am I that bad in love picking or not?~

Jongup part~ I do love Bella but what if she doesn't have feelings for me? You might be think wow bad boy like has feelings. So what if I do have feelings it's life. On the other hand I'm a completely funny type of guy. With great six packs who wouldn't want to be with a guy like me.? Maybe my looks and sexiest wasn't meant to work on Bella because she just looks for what it is in the heart.God that's why I'm am crazy in love with Bella  he beauty and her understanding of who I am.

God that's why I'm am crazy in love with Bella  he beauty and her understanding of who I am

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 I had to get ready for wardrobe change  for another dance performance. Don't tell me I don't look mind fine right now. I had get my makeup done again because sweated a lot during my last performance. Guess what was assigned to me do my makeup that was destroyed by my sweat. It was Bella the girl that make me forget that I am idol for day. Just make fall in love with again and again. So ask my manager if I could switch with himchan for good which surprise everyone in the band. Even Bella,because he does me  for 4 days and does Himchan for 4 days too. So I can get her out my mind for one day.  Himchan knew it was because of bella and how much she spent with him instead of me. Is out jealousy no Its just not the guy that Bella wants, because I swoon girls with my looks not for having girlfriend. Do you think I want give her away no but I am not guy that  she wants because of my body. I have feeling she want whats  in the heart and how  guy treats a women. That I am not so sure if I can give her that but I could see in bella eyes that I was someone that she looks up to. I could feel like she was not ready to decide worrying about picking boyfriend between himchan and me. I didn't want her to get hurt because of image  and my looks. I just want bella to be happy with guy the deserves her and treats her with kindness. That person is Himchan hyung he is more different then me which made me think she is perfect for him.

 That person is Himchan hyung he is more different then me which made me think she is perfect for him

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Himchan part~ I was surprise that jongup didn't want bella to his make up artist anymore.He's not the person that will give up automatically.  He is sweet and stupidly funny and  geek of hotness.That what I see in him because I am his  band member, why is he acting this out of nowhere. I guess he didn't want her to be stress by picking I don't know so I just left as it is. Daehyun came up behind me after our makeup was done and said " Jongup  hyung what matter with you today you usually like bella nunna makeup style on you."  by just grabbing his hand with bit of force in it. Jongup pulled away with force as well and spoke rather harshly but in friend way " I just want a change of space  and style just leave me be for once hyung."  Daehyung was getting piss with his attitude me and Yongguk,and to pull him way.



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