horse shifter Trying To Fit In

Chapter 5

I sat watching the clouds roll over the white sky as winter was coming, I was having a down day I had shouted at David for no reason this morning, I felt terrible for doing it but he wouldn't leave me alone.it was horrible we just walked past each other at breakfast which confused the herd a lot, Tammy my friend I made in the doe part of the herd was worried I was gonna leave the herd, I promised her I wasn't as I felt safer here than on my own.

I moved onto the porch which could do with some paint, but I wasn't complaining, I watched the odd horse leave and return and trucks come and go, the wind started picking up so I pulled my hood up and fiddled with my sleeves feeling the wind. Worst part I hadn't heard a word from Tallaugh in ages, but it was nice not having someone barking in my head so thats a positve right?

After a while i stood up and walked down the path to the town, the wind had blown my hood off and my brown hair was flying behind me as I went. i got to the cafe and sat in a booth by myself as the waiter came over "hi, what can I get you?" he grinned. i look through the menu reading what there was "i'll go with an apple and a glass of water please" I smile as he writes it down and walks off to get it, i look out the window to see childen playing in the wind with grey clouds full to the brim with little snow flakes, I smile as the waiter puts the apple and glass of water are put in front of  me" thanks" sipping a bit looking out the window again to see a truck pull up by the café, I watched as a man get out he was wearing a thick coat, and his hair loose blowing in the wind I watched as he looked around before spotting I was staring "sugar..." I breath turning my head and taking a bite out of the apple and looking at the table, the door goes as he steps in and heads my way, I shake a bit listening to the steps getting closer, they stopped in front of my I looked up slowly "yes?" seeing the brown eyes staring at my it was David but not him  at the same time.

"where have you been" he asked raising his voice which made everyone in the café turn their heads "at the house then I got bored so came here...." I murmured looking at the table, oh Tallaugh where are you when I need you, I thought "you should be home with the herd" David growled, I took a deep breath and stood up leaving the money on the table "thanks for the food" I wave putting my coat on, and walking steadily  out the door and onto the path as the snow started to fall slowly,  I stood still feeling the flakes brush against my face. I kept walking, heading down the path I walked before, suddenly  I felt a hand grab my arm and stop my from walking, I turned round to see an angry David holding my arm" how dare u try walking away from me!" he snapped, I bite my lip feeling the pain in my arm as his grip tightened round my arm "that hurts let go" I wince, "if you'd stayed home this wouldn't have happened!" he growled his eyes were dark it wasn't him "your not the mate a fell in love for!!" I snapped pulling my arm free as his jaw drops as if he wasn't expecting it. I ran off tears streaming down my face, I stopped after running for a bit, I was by a stream, I was shaking so much my knees buckled underneath me as I fell to the floor with a thud, my cheeks were sore from crying so much. I curled up under a tree and watch the water run over rocks, why? I murmur to myself.My eyes closed after awhile of staring at the water, curled up in a ball, I'd pulled my hood over my head to keep me a bit warmer for the cold night ahead back in the cold "never thought I'd be here again...."I whispered falling asleep slowly