You make me want to vomit
After what I did for you, the amount of stress you put on me
I can't even come close to shouting victory
Every sensory point in my body has shut down
I felt like a clown for putting on a show that you didn't enjoy
All you did was destroy what we had
You didn't even feel bad, you just kept being the bad friend you always were
I eventually learned that I couldn't conquer you, I had to conquer myself
I needed self help after the damage you dealt
I don't know how I've felt, you could say that some days I felt like a void
An empty space, a blurry grey
Other times I felt like my body was shutting down, all I could display was an ugly frown, my brain was loud in my hollow body
I'd replay bittersweet memories as I'd walk down the street where we used to meet
I'll put in this DVD and play back the sad fact that you're gone and will never return
This friendship has a huge turn around
I wonder how you'd feel if I threw you down the same flight of stairs you threw me down back when you left, I'm sick of it
I'm going to vomit
YOU ARE READING
Unreliable Existence
PoetryThis is a collection of almost all of my poetry. I have a few poems in my notebook that I haven't added onto here, but most of them are in here.
