I need to work on self revision
With everything that I am
I am lost sand that needs to be returned to the beach
The heat resonating off my skin is destructive
I can't live with myself
I need to work on self revision
My vision starts to blur when I think of you
Because it reminds me of all I used to do to try and save you from falling deeper into this sinkhole of addiction
You didn't listen, you've always been stubborn
I've been searching in the cupboards of my mind to try and find what I left behind
I need self revision
I don't understand how I let myself fall into such a deep hole
It's taken a toll on my soul and I'm trying to get better
The weather looks good next week, but my true goal is to change the climate
Change my habits and how I've been reacting
I need to stop acting like this is pretend and get over it
I need to work on self revision
This incision that you left in my heart has been tearing me apart
There is one stitch in this wound, and it's a start to my healing
For once I am actually feeling the change
Things have been rearranged
Good things have happened, they may have been strange at first, guess what's clearing up? My vision
Because I've done some self revision
YOU ARE READING
Unreliable Existence
PoesieThis is a collection of almost all of my poetry. I have a few poems in my notebook that I haven't added onto here, but most of them are in here.
