Just a feeling

So In Other Words...

*Monday Morning*

I woke up feeling kinda happy with a bit of stupidity. I hope no one judges me cause of my decision. I cant help what my heart want. Its just something about her that makes me weak. Its like im a prisoner to her love.

I walked into school and the first person i see is Dahjia. I couldn't help but laugh as she mean mugged me when I walked past her. I continued on walking to homeroom. All of a sudden i feel a hand ripe my arm and pull me towards the bathroom. Turn to see that it was Leah. She pushes me on the wall and whispers in my ear, "you act like you dont see nobody". I replied " what do you mean Leah" she griped my waist. tight and pulled me closer to her.

I looked her in the eyes as she leaned into kiss me. I leaned back i wasn't ready for that. Not even three weeks ago she broke up with me for my "friend". Nahhh it aint goin down like that. She began kissing my neck i closed my eyes and slightly pushed her away. "stop leah" I whispered in her ear. She ignored me and pulled me closer to her. I couldn't help but let out a slightly moan. "LEAH! stooooop" she continued to ignore me. I began to feel her hand slide down my pants. "Leah stop!!!" i pulled her hand away. She ignored me once again and continued forcing herself into my pants. "LEAH STOP NOW!!!!" I jacked away and pushed her and storm out of the bathroom.

When i got to homeroom i told my bestfriend cassie what happened. Bitch that hoe basically tried to rape you Cassie said laughing. Guh fuck you laughing for I whispered to her in a high pitched voice. I just kidding you want me to beat her ass . Llf nahhhh im good big pimpin.

*Later that day*

It's third period and Leah and I haven't spoken since this morning. I haven't even seen her. Whatever i guess she hiding from me. Anyway it lunch period soo my niggas Drek, Lexi, Kailyn, and Bria chillen. I stay laughing when im with them. Drek comes up with this idea to have a confession table that that. All I could think was ohhhhhh hell shit finna get real. Kailyn, Lexi, and I wasnt finna say shit, we just listening to Bria and Drek tell all they shit. This is when i realized i have they freakiest friends ever.

Bria start talking about her love for Drek. You see Drek and Bria used to go out and Bria still got hard feelings for her. Drek like she just pussy to me. Back to the situation thought. Drek and I start fucking with Bria. "We all know you still got feelings for drek" I said laughing. "Nah she want Leah" Drek mumbled. "I know she told me she liked her when Leah started school" i said looking her in her eyes. I could see the anger come upon her face. " I dont want your girl she want me she tried to fuck me in the bathroom ".

When i heard those words come out of her mouth i froze and my heart stopped. I couldn't do anything but sit there in silence. As everyone else stared at me waiting for me to say something. All i could think was how could i be so stupid. Is pussy really that important to her. Does she really love me or does she just wanna see what she can get out of me.

After I came back to earth my saddness turned into anger. Bitch you supposed to be my friend bit you would put that shit out like that. That's the type of shit you talk to me about one on one. You dont put that shit put onIII blast cause you mad, if you was a true friend you would know that. I guess just a trick like the rest of them. I bet you wouldn't have even told me if this shit never happened. Even though i wish this never happened, but I'm gald it did cause it let's me know who i can trust. So in other words fuck you hoe!