The Androgynous Beauty of a Boy - On going (Slow update)

Androgynous 14 #start

Razz

Pero bakit ?

Why did he kissed me? For what reason? Or maybe he likes me as a friend?

I just laughed on that thought.  No body kissed someone on the lips for friendship. Maybe he liked me but he was confused?

No! Hindi Pwede Ito. Bricks will not turn to gay not because of me.

I removed my hands from my lips and create a ball of of fist. Trying to rebel from my infatuation towards him.

The kiss meant nothing...

Maybe I just need to  distance myself...

Ibinalik ko ang kamay ko sa labi at hinawakan ko ang ibabang labi. Dinadama ko kung papano nag lapat ang mga labi namin habang nakahiga sa kama. Kinakabahan ako kay Bricks. Hindi ko dapat siya nilalagay sa sitwasyon na ito.  Alam ko kaibigan lang dapat ang mamagitan sa aming dalawa.

No romantic shit Razz ..

I'd rather keep my distance from him than to make our life miserable because of stupid feelings.

It was a nice friday morning I woke my self into. Everything  seems perfect since today was the first cast meeting of our theatrical play. I change my usual backpack into my pink gym bag.

Kailangan magdala ng pamalit bilin sa akin ni Mama. I stuffed two of my shirts and my water bottle that I refilled last night.

Then my Dad drove me to school. I am wearing our wash day clothes. Comfortable pants and shirt with our school logo infront.

I went straight to the hall way going to the auditorium.

Habang Naglalakad ako sa hall way ng masalubong ko si Bricks at Gab.

" Hi " sabi ni Bricks na mukhang excited na makita ako?

Banaling ko ang tingin ko kay Gab na mukhang na awkwardan sa hindi ko pag sagot kay Bricks.

To save me up for suspicion

I said " Tara na sabay na tayo pumunta sa auditorium "

" sige " sabi ni Gab.

Pansin kong nanahimik si Bricks sa pag ignore ko sa kanya.

Pag akyat dun ay lahat ng kasali ay naka upo na sa sahig at nakalagay ang mga gamit nila sa gilid. Si Miss Gomez ay nag uumpisa ng mag bigay ng mga mechanic sa activity namin.

Umupo ako sa likod. Ramdam ko na umupo si Bricks sa likod ko, si Gab naman sa kaliwabg gilid.  Nasa harap sila Tor at al dahil mas maaga sila. Pansin ko panay lingon si Al sa amin na animo gusto na niyang tumayo at tumabi sa amim sa likod.
Nag focus nalang ako sa dicussion ni Ms.Gomez, About sa background ng theater play namin.

" I'd prepare some activities for us to get more familiar in acting and help us strengthen our commucation in our production. Importante maging pamilyar tayo sa isa't isa in order to have a harmony at ma-pull off naten ang Play na 'to"

After everything she said about how theater play are produced. Dami kong natutunan. There's alot palang art and discipline ang involve. I am somewhat on board where this theater play will go.

Pero syempre I have so many doubts and insecurities sa sarili. Parang akong binagsakan ng isang blokeng responsibility. I am not used to this kind of feelings. This environment  is new to me, to sum it up all.  Everything is new to me. That's scares me.

" Okay class to start of our activities please stand up and please take each one of these blind fold and wear it. This will help you focus and learn to trust to your fellow production member."Ms. Gomez