The Androgynous Beauty of a Boy - On going (Slow update)

Androgynous 15 #Finish

Razz POV

" Now guys think deeply. Touch the emotions you are feeling right now. Lets start with fear.  Let your fear out! "

It made my knees to tremble as I went back to my traumatic moment in my life.

I can feel my hug becomes tighter. Sorry for whoever this man I'm hugging right now. 

The darkness creeps in. As a familliar  voice echoed in my head. He was the monster.

Lumabas ka na!

Wag ka ng magtago!

"Balikan ninyo lahat ng kinakatakutan ninyong pangyayari sa buhay.  E-visualize ninyo think of it as if it happening. Let it out! "

As my Ms. Gomez build up the pressure of letting our fear out. It made me travel back in those time that I really want to forget.

My vision turns to me hidding in a close space whereas I was looking in a tiny opening of the two doors of the cabinet I hid in.

I'm shaking in fear as the voice of the monster starts to talked.

It was a horrifying  moment when I saw his face smiling back at me on the tiny opening that I was starring at.

I didn't  controled my self and I word out "Wag po! " as I Invision my fear, as if it was happening to me again.

I felt my body collapsed. I shut my eyes so hard trying to shake that awful scene in my mind. But I can't seem to make it stop, as it replay over and over. Once again I was succumbed to fear.

As I tremble down.

A familiar voice chimed.

" I am here Razz I will protect you"

It was...

"Bricks? " I said

Naramdaman ko ang mahigpit niyang yakap. It made me felt safe around his presence. My face was pressed to his body and his scents made all of my butterflies fly wildly.

Time stop...

I can't see anything with my blindfold but It made me hear more as my heart pounds really fast in my chest.

I felt his heart his heart beats as fast as mine as if our hearts were singing in duets.

could it be possible?...

We were interrupted by Ms.  Gomez

"Okay guys lets move to the next activity  remove your blindfold"

He help me stand up and I was relieved  it was over. 

Kahit anong gawin ko pala. Hinding - hindi ko mapipigilan iwasan siya. Despite everything he made me feel safe.

I am somewhat greatful that he was my partner.

I stopped sobbing and looked for my panyo.

" Okay ka na ba? Ito oh.." he handed out his handkerchief.

"Wipe your tears, whatever that fear you saw.  I'am here to protect you and.. " He figure out that he was being to upfront about his feelings kaya medyo na utal siya bago niya nasabi ang karugtong.

" and syempre the gang.. " Followed by awkward  laugh.

" The next activity is called complementary. Stay with your partner and try to face eachother and say one good traits you know or like from yout partner. Do it alternately."