I try to fit in
You push me away
I try to lift my chin
Until you reject all I say
Why can’t you see the pain
That I feel almost everyday?
It’s like I’m wrapped in a chain
Until I fade away
I thought I had friends
I really tried my best
I’m getting upset at all your away sends
I thought you different from the rest
Is it too much to ask for
To have someone love me?
My heart still hurts from where you tore
My life away from me
You really screwed up my life
I thought you were the best chance
Until you tore it up with a knife
And left without a backwards glance
I thought I had a friend
To stick with me till the end
Someone who wouldn’t break or bend
Now you can’t even mend
Friendless and alone in the world
I plunged into words
Until my true self unfurled
You were all hazards
With no one to talk to I opened my ears
My voice became stale, unused
Left alone through all these years
Till a spark of emotion was fused
Angry, happy, jealous, sad
What do I feel?
While you were starting a fad
My wounds had yet to heal
You hurt me really deep
You tore a hole through my heart
Till never again would I leap
My pain never pierced your cold black heart
I tried to make you see
With those stubborn eyes of yours
How much I hated to flee
But needed to get away from your wars
It’s too late
You can’t say sorry
You’ve already sealed your fate
You failed at your duty
I’m just a friendless girl
Without any love
I can’t be compared to a pearl
Not even a white dove
You’ve trapped me in a cage
I beg you, set me free!
You did it in a rage
And now you’ve gone to flee
You left me alone
Waiting to welcome death
If only you had known
I can’t breathe my last breath
I wish you had stayed
And still been my friend
But you were too afraid
And you tried to pretend
You hurt me deep inside
So that it’s hard for me to heal
I found out you lied
You’re a traitor-that’s real
I thought you were my friend
You lied all along
I thought you would stay till the end
I was wrong
