The World Isn't Over Yet

(T.W.I.O.Y) 10.

I sit with K as her eyes grow tired, I cant blame her. I hear a noise and stand up, slowly walking to the hallway to see.... Max and Ross.

"Damnit guys, I thought you were walkers.. shouldn't you two be asleep?"

They shook there heads.

"We couldn't sleep so we thought we'd check on you." Said max as his scruffy beard made his face itch.

"Well, K is falling asleep but we're good."

I smiled.

"Well she can go sleep in our blankets, not like we will be sleeping.."

Ross smiled and sat where K and I where. K stood up and walked into the "bedroom" after thanking the guys.

"No offence but I'm surprised that Mark trusted you..."

Max said scratching the back of his neck

"Why wouldn't he? I was alone and asleep on the ground when hey found me, I'm injured, and I'm still here after Mark tried to strangle me..."

I replied with a sigh..

"I feel like I should go with Mark next time he goes out for something... bond with him..."

I replied

"I'm not sure... You think you know how bad he can be but trust me... He looks out for his own.. you're not his.. and he wont be afraid too hurt you his you do him wrong.. he was such a nice guy but war changes people...and the end of the world does a lot more.."

I look at Ross as he spoke.. 

"The world isn't over yet.."

I reply and He and max just smile at me..

"I'm glad not everyone has lost it yet.."

max said

"What's to lose? It's Hard and we've all been through hell but remember, who ever made it are Wins... who ever made it this far, are still winners... anyone who fought even for a second are winners and in the end when the last few are left standing we can start again.. make the world better by restarting.. I mean we don't know what caused the virus but we do know how far the modern day has come with food houses phones... The last few standing can always recreate and make things different.. I don't always remember this because I'm usually not this wise but there is always hope.. always happiness.. and always a chance to change and made things better.. we will survive... but if there's a change I'm wrong.. at least we made it this far right?..."

I said as I heard clapping behind me. There stood jack on the stairs in the lobby.. 

"I'm glad someone has the right mind to say the things I wish I still could.... Since you've been here and shown us the store and things.. helped Amy and mark with there relationship.. I think that we all have hope... and slowly everyone else is believing in you like I did.. Just don't mess up... it wont be pretty.."

He said with a smile.. I just nodded and smiled back. The lights where off so I seen no reason for me to try and hide my shade of pink. Jack was such an amazing guy, I'm glad him and everyone else here in this group has made it this far.. and are able to love and care for each other with out completely losing it. This was a great thin everyone had going and I'm so glad I've survived this long to witness it.

"You know, just because the lights are off, doesn't mean I can't tell if you're blushing or not..."

Jack just smirked and I hid my face in my hand, which made him start to chuckle I sat at post as max and Ross watched waiting for the romance to kick up like this was some sort of twisted romcom. Next thing I knew, jacks breath was making my face tingle as we where only inches apart.

I decided to make a bold decision as I pulled sean's face closer, our lips touched and I felt it ....I was happy and my heart was full... and there where sparks.. fuck the zombies, fuck this team, fuck mark.... i know this was moving fast and jack was most likely drunk but this was what I was waiting for, this feeling... this spark... i wanted this so bad... but nothing good ever lasts for me...

A knock on the window broke us, and instead of staining lovingly he just left me standing there, Max and Ross, just stood there... Jack unlocked the main doors  , i guess he knew the knock, it did sound like some sort of code so... 

In walked a few more people.... holy god this group just keeps growing and growing 

"What?! No! You're alive?! MARK!"

Jack yelled, out came every single member of the group. Dan, Phil, Mom, K, Mark, Amy, Felix, Marzia, Nate, Mat, Stephanie, Robert, Emily, sam, Luciana, Kayla, James, matt, Amanda, and luna in her arms and then sean , Max Ross and I where already out. 

In walked a few people. 

"Jayden... I'd like you to meet some of our friends... Tyler, Wade (lordminion777), Ethan(crankgameplays), Bob ( muyskerm), David (Daithi de nogla) and.-"

Jack was cut off by one of the girls in the group.

"I'm jacks girlfriend... signe... we lost touch when he went to pax and i stayed back... David made it to Brighton and helped me leave...I'm so glad you're alive!"

She ran to Jack and jumped in his arms, he caught her and they kissed... everyone was smiling besides max and Ross and i... i had everything i ever waned... just for a second... and now my whole world seems to crumble again...i guess im not meant to be happy... and i guess i need to get a hold to my feelings....-

Before i could fish my thoughts, the girl who was behind everyone else, beautiful at that, bursted into tears as she looked at dan... who then ran to her and hugged her... i guess they have a history... so much i could say for me and sean... That's it... i loved it here.. i was starting to become okay here.. but I've made up my mind.. I'm leaving..